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lennon6up: its very simple, I ran really late the day I stood you up,
knowing you, you would not have understood, oh you say you do but you
don't, and i was not gonna try and explain myself to someone who
doesn't care to listen to why I COULD NOT go see you that day, so you
want an appology for that!!!!!
kacawansker: i wouldn't understand
kacawansker: every day i have known you has involved me having to understand
kacawansker: you have fucking treated me like a doormat and you
fucking know it.
lennon6up: ok well if you really feel that way, the thing is you have
always felt that way, i never was given a fair chance anyway!!!!!!!!
So why do I even try, and thats why i never called back, i don't
understand why you have to have me around
kacawansker: okay you're definetly the victim
kacawansker: i don't know what i'm talking about at all.
lennon6up: I thought that maybe you put things behind us, but i know
when i did not have a chance to call you, you wouldn't look past it,
even if i did call you from wherever i was going
kacawansker: you're full of shit
lennon6up: you would have been mad
kacawansker: but if that let's you sleep then fine
kacawansker: no i was hurt
lennon6up: cand thats what i mean
lennon6up: so if you think im full of shit, than think it
kacawansker: I was hurt you asshole
kacawansker: Hurt you know where you feel bad
kacawansker: i let you call me after 5 fucking months, and that is how
you repay me.
lennon6up: but thats just it, you always feel bad, never feel good
about anything, even when i Appologized to you, from sincerity i might
add, you still treated it like nothing, It's always a reminder of how
bad i did shit a year ago
lennon6up: IM always the Ass NO MATTER WHAT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kacawansker: fine
kacawansker: you're the victim.
kacawansker: you did no wrong.
lennon6up: No I know what I did was wrong, It was very wrong, but at
the same time, if i had tried to explain it, I STILL WOULD HAVE BEEN
THE ASSHOLE
kacawansker: it takes 30 seconds to call and say "hey i'm really busy
i'm sorry we didn't get a chance to see each other" and if you cdon't
get that fine.
kacawansker: fine, you know everything about me.
lennon6up: do you think i had that kinda time, LITERALLY
kacawansker: you know every fucking reaction
kacawansker: in the last 3 months?
kacawansker: yeah i think you fucking did.
lennon6up: I CAUGHT MY PLANE WITH 30 SEC.
lennon6up: WTF
kacawansker: when you realize in a year how much you fucked up don't
call and apologize for it because this time i won't sit and listen to
it.
lennon6up: and I KNOW FOR A FACT you still would have been pissed
about it, you have it in your head already that im an ass!!!!!!!!!
kacawansker: fine you know veerything
knowing you, you would not have understood, oh you say you do but you
don't, and i was not gonna try and explain myself to someone who
doesn't care to listen to why I COULD NOT go see you that day, so you
want an appology for that!!!!!
kacawansker: i wouldn't understand
kacawansker: every day i have known you has involved me having to understand
kacawansker: you have fucking treated me like a doormat and you
fucking know it.
lennon6up: ok well if you really feel that way, the thing is you have
always felt that way, i never was given a fair chance anyway!!!!!!!!
So why do I even try, and thats why i never called back, i don't
understand why you have to have me around
kacawansker: okay you're definetly the victim
kacawansker: i don't know what i'm talking about at all.
lennon6up: I thought that maybe you put things behind us, but i know
when i did not have a chance to call you, you wouldn't look past it,
even if i did call you from wherever i was going
kacawansker: you're full of shit
lennon6up: you would have been mad
kacawansker: but if that let's you sleep then fine
kacawansker: no i was hurt
lennon6up: cand thats what i mean
lennon6up: so if you think im full of shit, than think it
kacawansker: I was hurt you asshole
kacawansker: Hurt you know where you feel bad
kacawansker: i let you call me after 5 fucking months, and that is how
you repay me.
lennon6up: but thats just it, you always feel bad, never feel good
about anything, even when i Appologized to you, from sincerity i might
add, you still treated it like nothing, It's always a reminder of how
bad i did shit a year ago
lennon6up: IM always the Ass NO MATTER WHAT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kacawansker: fine
kacawansker: you're the victim.
kacawansker: you did no wrong.
lennon6up: No I know what I did was wrong, It was very wrong, but at
the same time, if i had tried to explain it, I STILL WOULD HAVE BEEN
THE ASSHOLE
kacawansker: it takes 30 seconds to call and say "hey i'm really busy
i'm sorry we didn't get a chance to see each other" and if you cdon't
get that fine.
kacawansker: fine, you know everything about me.
lennon6up: do you think i had that kinda time, LITERALLY
kacawansker: you know every fucking reaction
kacawansker: in the last 3 months?
kacawansker: yeah i think you fucking did.
lennon6up: I CAUGHT MY PLANE WITH 30 SEC.
lennon6up: WTF
kacawansker: when you realize in a year how much you fucked up don't
call and apologize for it because this time i won't sit and listen to
it.
lennon6up: and I KNOW FOR A FACT you still would have been pissed
about it, you have it in your head already that im an ass!!!!!!!!!
kacawansker: fine you know veerything