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[clve527]

i don't hate him, i really don't.
hell i could even say i care about him.
it isn't that at all you know,
and if i hear one more person say
that i'm scared
i'm bound to get irate.

is it just because i am not
used to someone being nice?
i don't know
my "exs" were assholes
but they weren't total assholes...
well maybe they were.

but why am i so hesitant?
people keep saying if you
find someone that cares for you
for who you are you shouldn't
just let it go,
but all i want to do is run...
really fucking fast.