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Christmas was low key and we totally ignored the New Year. I worked New Years Eve and Day and the day after that, but it seems that the company will not be paying out any holiday pay, which is kind of lame. Work is going better now that we are open and business is good. I get full time hours, which I wasn't really looking for, but the money keeps me in e-books. Today I gave up one of my shifts because I am not supposed to work Wednesdays and my availbility sheet says so, but I was scheduled anyway, but didn't want to call off the food bank again, so I gave my hours to another girl. She really needs them and actually needs more, but I am not going to give up hours every week, because then I would just stop getting scheduled for them. And I am a great worker and she is really good, but over-eager to get hours and a promotion, so she injects herself into everything and bugs the managers often-not good. I told my bosses that I want to become a trainer, but that is it. I also asked if I could take a week off in March to go to a CASA conference in Chicago and visit my family and the manager told me to request it in the book and that she "would hate to lose me", so I don't really know what that means. I actually have rethought the conference though, along with seeing my family. It would just be very expensive and also I don't think I can handle seeing them while my marriage is still in this strange state of maybe we will stick it out, maybe we won't. My mother really likes to focus on my marriage, she can't wait to say how she told me so and how I fucked up by marrying John so quickly. But oh well, can't change it now.