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[clueless1]

You wanna know what the problem is? You settled for something else. You made yourself believe that leaving this place and making it on your own isn't what you need. You want to be coddled. You want to feel like nothing. You want to be the one who always complains

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[eyes_of_blu]

it almsot seems as if your running from something.

i highly believe that you need to do what makes you happy at the current state and situation your in. its human nature to want to be happy and to do what it takes at the time being. if you dont do that.sometimes you cant LOOK into the future to see what makes you happy. the thing ppl do is call them regrets when they dont work out the way planned. but how can it be a regret if at some point in time you wanted it badly enough to do it. saying you regret it is making an exucse to cover your ass saying you never really wanted it to begin with. i agree that you will have to deal with your conswquences for the decisions you make, but sometimes having to pay the consiquences in life is what makes you grow up and what makes you see what is more important.

just a lil of my own opinions thrown in there.

like in my case. most days i wish i wouldnt of joined the navy, because i know college would of been more fun and exciting. i woudl of been able to be around the people my age and do things they are doing. instead im being deployed to north korea and iraq in october 06 until 2008. i have to live with the consiquences of joining the navy, but the only benifits to it is, money and school. the things i might loose are my family, friends and even my life.

just think before you go.

its not all what your recrtuiter says it is. take it from me who is in the fleet and has been for over a year.

as for not. its 4:45am and work is begining. i am trainng on my m-16 today. combat training with the marines starts at 0600.

have a good day matt.

[clueless1]

I know why I am going. I am excited to leave. Yes, I am excited. I don't care about the whole "leaving your family" thing. I have already done that. I am back only for a short while now and then I am gone for good. As for friends, most of my friends are in my DEP pool now and they are leaving too.

Your not missing out on anything with the college life, Jill. I did that. It's boring. Yeah, there are parties. Yeah, there are times when all you do is smoke, drink, and chill the fuck out...but it's not easy. Having to live at home abiding by your parents rules, working some low-end job for anywhere from 6.50-9.00 bucks an hour, and then sitting in the class for hours upon hours without anyone to relate to. You may be an experienced sailor, but I am an experienced college boy...It's just not worth it.

As for your deployment, congrats...I would love to be in your position right now. Don't say no I wouldn't cuz I would. Hopefully, I'll be able to do the same thing soon.

I'm not running from anything, I'm running TOWARDS something....my future. I'm tired of being around people who have no motivation in their lives. I am tired of listening to deadbeat high school graduates complain about how shitty their lives are when all it takes is a little effort and then they will be fine. All my friends are gone. Reza is in Charleston, my brother is in Savannah, and my buddy Davin is leaving in October with me for bootcamp. There's nothing really left here...

besides, all the women in georgia are headcases....the least I can do is broaden my horizon and scope women from other places...at the governments expense.