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You wanna know what the problem is? You settled for something else. You made yourself believe that leaving this place and making it on your own isn't what you need. You want to be coddled. You want to feel like nothing. You want to be the one who always complains.
Sometimes it takes a swift kick in the ass for people to realize what it means to be on your own.
Oh, btw...I saw Chassity. In person. She lives in Acworth now. She is pregnant and I couldn't stop the tears when I saw her face. Bruises. Bruises, cuts, burns. I am waiting for the call that says the police will be coming to get me. I took her "boyfriend" (the guy who impregnated her) by the throat and broke his arm. Kicked him in the nuts, and then told him if he ever laid another hand on her that wasn't out of anything but love, I would come back and finish what I started. I kissed her, told her I wish her the best, and that I don't want her to call me, see me, or talk to me at all anymore, ever. I don't think I've ever felt so bad but so angry at a human being before. It's all good though. I talked to my recruiter and he said that the guy won't call the cops cuz they will take one look at Chassity and arrest him for assault. Whatever. I don't give a shit anymore.
I'm leaving in 3 months. After I leave, I am not looking back. The only thing I am coming back to this shithole for is my parents. Other than that, Georgia will never see me back in it to stay. I am going elsewhere in life. I want to go to Japan, Belgium, or New Zealand. I just wanna go somewhere different. Fuck this place. GOD DAMN!
Please, for those of you who read this, please, if anything, listen to this: You WILL suffer the consequences for the decisions you make in life. Whether it's a job, new boyfriend/girlfriend, or living conditions....make sure you are choosing right. Don't do what makes you happy RIGHT NOW. Do what makes you happy NOW and LATER. Use your common sense.
Sometimes it takes a swift kick in the ass for people to realize what it means to be on your own.
Oh, btw...I saw Chassity. In person. She lives in Acworth now. She is pregnant and I couldn't stop the tears when I saw her face. Bruises. Bruises, cuts, burns. I am waiting for the call that says the police will be coming to get me. I took her "boyfriend" (the guy who impregnated her) by the throat and broke his arm. Kicked him in the nuts, and then told him if he ever laid another hand on her that wasn't out of anything but love, I would come back and finish what I started. I kissed her, told her I wish her the best, and that I don't want her to call me, see me, or talk to me at all anymore, ever. I don't think I've ever felt so bad but so angry at a human being before. It's all good though. I talked to my recruiter and he said that the guy won't call the cops cuz they will take one look at Chassity and arrest him for assault. Whatever. I don't give a shit anymore.
I'm leaving in 3 months. After I leave, I am not looking back. The only thing I am coming back to this shithole for is my parents. Other than that, Georgia will never see me back in it to stay. I am going elsewhere in life. I want to go to Japan, Belgium, or New Zealand. I just wanna go somewhere different. Fuck this place. GOD DAMN!
Please, for those of you who read this, please, if anything, listen to this: You WILL suffer the consequences for the decisions you make in life. Whether it's a job, new boyfriend/girlfriend, or living conditions....make sure you are choosing right. Don't do what makes you happy RIGHT NOW. Do what makes you happy NOW and LATER. Use your common sense.