Kangaroo Lady with some burban in the pouch she can't afford the rental on the bamboo coutch

[closertodeath]

Outside my window there's a whole lot of trouble coming, The cartoon killers and the rag covered clones. Stacked heals kickin rhythum on social curcumsition, can't close the closet on a shoe box full of bones

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[hoochymamma5577]

Jay you know Im always gonna be here for you! and i know what and who your talking about and its hard..it really is..i have been in situations like that..just know that i will always be here .. heart, Mel

[closertodeath]

Thank You Mel!!! I still kind of hope that she feels the same way thou ya know... and i dunno why. Thank you thou Melanie, It means alot to me!!
Love ya
JaY

[hoochymamma5577]

Jay..I know she does..I honestly do..I can see that in her eyes everytime your name is mentioned..Its just hard for her. ya know?

[closertodeath]

Yah I know, i am the sam exact way thou, Everytime i hear her name i just want to be with her, it's kind of scary coz i forget about Brandi when i think about Sam... I know i should let it go thou...

[hoochymamma5577]

Well..you cant help how you feel.and if you were gonna let go of those feelings ..you woulda by now..they're there for a reason..ya know?

[closertodeath]

Well i know, I should have let go of the feelings already, It's just so damn hard, coz if you love someone, and truly love someone, you can't just forget about them. It hurts to know that i'll never have a chance with her. I wanted her to be part of the rest of my life!

[hoochymamma5577]

I know exactly how you feel..I really do..I've been in the same situation! (well kinda) Ya know I truely loved Brenden so much..to this day I still love him..and its hard for me to let go..I dont think I will ever be able to..I dont think that me and him will ever get back together, but I still have hope.. James..email me cuz I think theres alot that you wanna say and just cant in lj.. Heart ya tons, Melanie