May 03, 2005 12:57
Outside my window there's a whole lot of trouble coming, The cartoon killers and the rag covered clones. Stacked heals kickin rhythum on social curcumsition, can't close the closet on a shoe box full of bones!
Ok, Damn... Ummm Yeah, Maybe i should stop thinking about it. I am with Brandi and i love her so much, we're getting married, we live together, own 2 vehicles with one another and are talking about children. If i have everything i wanted with this girl i love, then why can't i get this other girl off my mind. I guess coz it feels like everything i've done in my life is almost waisted time.
Is it all just waisted time, Can you look at yourself when you think of what you left behind? can you live with yourself? Can you look in the mirror? I guess i can, I just need to let it go. Well either way... I'm in love with Brandi it's just hard to let go sometimes!! Well Holla at me layter... The other girl knows who it is... You still mean the world to me... I wish i could give you my heart!!! I'll holla!!
Very Confused!!!
JaY