May 23, 2005 23:47
I usually end up frustrated when I get home at 11:30pm from work. I mean, who wouldn't? I don't like staying that late. What a bad close. But I felt absolutely fine. Actually, I felt like nothing could be better. Because for the first time in ages, I actually felt that I wasn't alone.
I was driving home, and I usually start to think of scary things that would irk me. Like a clown in the backseat or a mass murderer speeding down those country roads. Hilarious, right? Actually, more of...I start to feel like there's no one else out there because I don't see anything. Not back on these roads. And it looks so empty. But tonight, I felt so alive. I swear, this song is amazing and I love it oh so much. Especially with the bright moon and the shadow it cast on those clouds..it looked gorgeous. But it was just amazing with this song. This song this song this song. I love this song. It just..I don't know...it's really hard to explain how this song makes me feel when I actually listen to it. It makes me feel like I'm somebody..or just..I don't know? It's hard to explain. But nonetheless, I am exuberant.
when the first star you see may not be a star...
"I'm not your star"
...Isn't that what you said..
what you thought this song meant?