So that happened.
Where have I been?
Nine months ago, I went to rehab.
Four months ago my parents separated.
I've been so wrapped up in my own shit that I've completely withdrawn from my friends. I've been spending so much time and energy focusing on my own emotional and mental health that I simply haven't had anything left to care about my friends' lives.
I know I've been pushing away people who love me.
I have been avoiding most social situations because I don’t know how to cope with socializing while sober.
Part of me wants to go to the New Years Eve party, but part of me is worried I’ll have a miserable time, and worse, will cause my partners to have a miserable time.
I don’t know what to do.
This was much more eloquent in my head. I guess this is me reaching out to you all and trying to explain what's been going on in my head. Please feel free to ask me anything.
Nine months ago, I went to rehab.
Four months ago my parents separated.
I've been so wrapped up in my own shit that I've completely withdrawn from my friends. I've been spending so much time and energy focusing on my own emotional and mental health that I simply haven't had anything left to care about my friends' lives.
I know I've been pushing away people who love me.
I have been avoiding most social situations because I don’t know how to cope with socializing while sober.
Part of me wants to go to the New Years Eve party, but part of me is worried I’ll have a miserable time, and worse, will cause my partners to have a miserable time.
I don’t know what to do.
This was much more eloquent in my head. I guess this is me reaching out to you all and trying to explain what's been going on in my head. Please feel free to ask me anything.