All your sanity, and wits they will all vanish, I promise
I'm in such a bizzare mood. Weird mix of YAY YAY YAY and BOO BOO BOO. It's funny.
I good the best result that I have gotten in French over the two years of IB yesterday (5/10) on an essay AND on a 'petit test' (6.5/10). I was so excited that it was sad. 50% and 65% and I'm jumping up and down. And PLUS I got the best result in Maths that I've recieved over the two years(73%). 70% higher than my lowest mark! I felt really good about myself yesterday.
But it also made me realise how crap I really am. Seriously, I settle for 50%, when I didn't even settle with 80% about two years ago. I feel like my standards that I was sturdy with have slipped and I'm grabbing at straws. It sucks.
Plus, I had swimming, and I think we all know how I feel about that. Being in the same pool with Jaidon for an hour DOES NOT make me a happy person. My teacher's pretty kick ass though. She's from South Africa, and signs me as being there every week because she did the IB as well, and knows how shit CAS is. Fucking awesome.
PLUS my mother has decided that because (for so many factors) I have consented to eating a little meat if I feel like it, it means MEAT EVERY NIGHT! Yippee. I don't like meat. I really don't like it anymore, and I don't see why she thinks that me saying 'I will eat a little a few nights a week, if I feel alright about it' means 'BRING IT ON, BITCH!'. Ew.
And now I have English, with Uppy. I don't want to see that horrible man.
I have a 'I've quit my job' Party to go to on Saturday, and I think a group of us shall go out on Monday night. Should be amusing.
I good the best result that I have gotten in French over the two years of IB yesterday (5/10) on an essay AND on a 'petit test' (6.5/10). I was so excited that it was sad. 50% and 65% and I'm jumping up and down. And PLUS I got the best result in Maths that I've recieved over the two years(73%). 70% higher than my lowest mark! I felt really good about myself yesterday.
But it also made me realise how crap I really am. Seriously, I settle for 50%, when I didn't even settle with 80% about two years ago. I feel like my standards that I was sturdy with have slipped and I'm grabbing at straws. It sucks.
Plus, I had swimming, and I think we all know how I feel about that. Being in the same pool with Jaidon for an hour DOES NOT make me a happy person. My teacher's pretty kick ass though. She's from South Africa, and signs me as being there every week because she did the IB as well, and knows how shit CAS is. Fucking awesome.
PLUS my mother has decided that because (for so many factors) I have consented to eating a little meat if I feel like it, it means MEAT EVERY NIGHT! Yippee. I don't like meat. I really don't like it anymore, and I don't see why she thinks that me saying 'I will eat a little a few nights a week, if I feel alright about it' means 'BRING IT ON, BITCH!'. Ew.
And now I have English, with Uppy. I don't want to see that horrible man.
I have a 'I've quit my job' Party to go to on Saturday, and I think a group of us shall go out on Monday night. Should be amusing.