my last night in atlanta. i slept all day, knowing it would be the last time in a bed until i sleep in my apartment. that's next week. the cmj show is the night before, that's off limits to the public. but we've been asked to play a spin after party and that's fan friendly. we'll give details on the message boards. i went to williams street yesterday then bbq'd that night. we played time splitters against each other while the mrs. locked herself in a room with, so you think you can dance? it was great to see the office and visit with my old boss, meet my replacement. willis gave me a master shake toy. i watched a show you won't get to see for a long time, as it's concerning a very unfriendly topic for america, religion. got to see my part in the athf movie, the open, a 12 oz mouse. everything was fucked up really weird. i'm a david lynch fan so i'm into it. the sound in mouse was so good, i called up the sound guy and asked him if he help me sweeten my album and master it. put on a shilack of really good animation sound effects. we used to make commercials so he was totally down and sounded psyched to help. keith and i had shitty sandwhiches in the dark at the tap, it felt like a meeting of mafia bosses. it's weird seeing the new lay out, the office construction, see everyone hanging out. dennis putting together bionicles for a shoot. i miss it all, we made jokes about me coming back. i wonder if i ever will. it will be such a different place, just like everything else. maybe i'm supposed to feel out of place so i can talk about it and put other people feeling the same way at ease. i dunno. i'm feeling good though. it's been so chill. i've asked myself a lot of big questions while i've been here, what am all about, what do i have to say, is this worth doing? after hearing late registration i'm set to make my own album, and now this tour is just one of those paper banners that football players rip through before the big game. this is gonna be the thank you tour where i really let everyone know how much everything everyone has done has meant to me. i can't wait to show you the picture, the one i look at at the end of the night before i go to bed, nate if you're reading this, holler back, we need to show the world how awesome this fall's gonna be!!! fuck i'm just gonna show it.
http://www.fetorpse.com/images/mcchris/mcgray.jpg this is without text. see, see, with snmnmnm and the ergs... a fall of good music, it won't be so hot this time, i can't wait. now i just have to remember to rest up. WoW here i come. xomc
ps. sorry i'm not always on a good mood in this thing, but i made a promise to myself to let people see both sides of my life, so if you don't like it or it's not what you expect, i'm not gonna apologize for being who i am or not always being happy, not living an amazing life. i'm boring and i work hard and i'm in my head a lot, and this is my journal. if everything in my life burns down or is lost, i'll have this. so that's why it's there. peace.