Jan 23, 2005 22:24
So as far as I can tell, the only people who care are Larissa and Sukoshi, and I talk to Larissa every day, and Sukoshi often (not often enough!). I guess this was a way for me to record all of the stuff that happens to me, but right now it's enough for me to just be alive and having stuff happen to me. Also, I am not filled with teh t33n 4ng57, so I have nothing to write about. Which makes me think, why put anything here? What's going to be so important in 100 years that myself or others will want to remember? Nothing, really.
I found out a couple months ago that I'm not the hero. I'm just an NPC, and I should enjoy life while I can instead of trying to change the world. That doesn't upset me, or fill me with a feeling of failure. I'm just another guy trying to enjoy life. Nothing special here. Well, except Larissa.
It's really fucking cold in South Carolina. Maybe it's because we're so close to the ocean, maybe it's because Satan, Lord of Lies, has made NNPTC his nesting ground. It really wouldn't surprise me.
I'm sleepy ninja. Shoot the deuce!