I've been meaning to post for a while
Now I have the time to post...well, I should be studying for physics but oh well..that's what study hall is for I've kinda been glad that I've been so busy lately...it's made me not think about...well, I suppose I can say it now...Sam lately...however, in that regard I've been trying to test myself to see how much I really do like her and if my heart was right in allowing my brain to say I would forsake the Cubs...well being the over analyzing person that I am I took my quest to heart...so to speak...there is this one sophmore who is really fine but for some reason doesn't appear to have any guy friends...so I was like Paul, you aught to ask her to a movie...this being one of my tests...well, didn't work...wasn't even remotely interested...somewhat odd...I suppose it's a good and bad thing for my emotional side...it at least suggests strongly that I really do love her but it also means that when I see her at YIG I'm gonna feel super bad... I'm actually wondering if I should feel super bad...I would actually be willing to "forget" this experience and go back to whatever friendship we may have had...if it was a friendship...I thought so but who knows...anyway, just to stay in contact with her would be enough to ease my pain...I don't know...it really sucks...but oh well..."that's how the cookie crumbles"...I love that phrase... Oh, today was a pretty decent day...maybe I could qualify it as good...have you heard my new "good day" quote?..."Good days are like $10 bills in a fancy Italien restaurant, they are spent quickly but what you get from them tastes really good." Well, I suppose a 100+ test grade in AP US tastes good...so does YIG approching...so maybe it was a good day... Anyway, I've found some songs that describe certain feelings and situations that I've been in the past 2 weeks or so
Foolish Heart...Steve Perry
I need a love that grows
I don't want it unless I know
With each passin hour
Someone, somehow
Will be there, ready to share
I need a love that's strong
I'm so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart
Play the part
Of the fool again, before I begin
Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Feelin that feelin again
Playin a game I can't win
Love's knockin on the door
Of my heart once more
Think I'll let her in
Before I begin
Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before, you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heart
Foolish, foolish heart
You've been wrong before
Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heart
Oh foolish foolish heart
You've been wrong before
Foolish foolish heart
Foolish heart
Strung Out---Steve Perry
One very happy warm summer night
I saw your face, what could I do
So carefully I walked straight up to you
And in the shadows of a moonlit nite
I saw those eyes a shinin' through
Oh heart of gold, I love you misty blue
Oh blue
Oh, it's hard to love somebody
Especially when they don't belong to you
'Cause they're lovin' someone else
Strung out and hung up on you
I feel like Bogart in a crazy movie
Ah, Bogie and me, we never beg
But this time maybe I've got voices in my head
They're sayin' that he's never been good to ya
And he's always hurt and let you down
If what you need is good lovin', I'll be around
It's hard to love somebody
Especially when they don't belong to you
'Cause they're lovin' someone else
Strung out and hung up on you
Strung out
Strung out...my my my my my my
(guitar solo)
Hey
Well, it's hard to love somebody
Especially when they don't belong to you
Because they're lovin' someone else
Strung out and hung up on you, hey
It's hard to love somebody
Oh when they don't belong to you
Because they're lovin' someone else
Strung out and hung up on you
Strung out and hung up on you...
Yeah
Strung out
Yeah
Strung out
Strung out
Strung out
Strung out
Strung out
Heartbreak Beat---Psychedelic Furs
i'm a hearbreak beat
yeah, all night long
and nobody don't dance
on the edge of the dark
we've got the radio on
and it feels like love
but it don't mean a lot
and it feels like love
and it's all that we've got
there's a heartbreak beat
playing all night long
down on my street
and it feels like love
got the radio on
and it's all that we need
there's a heartbreak beat
and it feels like love
there's a heartbreak beat
and it feels like love
and the beat don't stop
and we talk so tough
and there's a perfect kiss
somewhere out in the dark
but a kiss ain't enough
and the world don't stop
everytime that you call
and the world don't stop
everytime that you fall
there's a heartbreak beat
playing all night long
down on my street
and it feels like love
got the radio on
and it's all that we need
there's a heartbreak beat
and it feels like love
there's a heartbreak beat
and it feels like love
i'm a hearbreak beat
yeah, all night long
and nobody don't dance
on the edge of the dark
we've got the radio on
and it feels like love
but it don't mean a lot
and it feels like love
and it's all that we've got
there's a heartbreak beat
playing all night long
down on my street
and it feels like love
got the radio on
and it's all that we need
there's a heartbreak beat
and it feels like love
there's a heartbreak beat
and it feels like love
there's a heartbreak beat
i'm a heartbreak beat
i'm a heartbreak beat
She's A Beauty---The Tubes
Step right up and don't be shy,
because you will not believe your eyes.
She's right here behind the glass
and you're gonna like her,
'cause she's got class.
You can look inside another world.
You get to talk to a pretty girl.
She's everything you dream about...
but don't fall in love...
She's a beauty ---
one in a million girls,
she's a beauty.
Why would I lie?
Why would I lie?
You can say anything you like,
but you can't touch the merchandise.
She'll give you every pennies worth,
but it will cost you a dollar first.
You can step outside your little world.
You can talk to a pretty girl.
She's everything you dream about...
but don't fall in love...
She's a beauty ---
one in a million girls,
she's a beauty.
Why would I lie?
Why would I lie?
Another Nail in My Heart---Squeeze
The case was pulled from under the bed
She made a call to a sympathetic friend
And made arrangements
The door was closed there was a note
I couldn’t be bothered
Maybe I’ll choke
No more engagements
With where have you been’s
And faraway frowns
Trying to be good
By not being ’round
And here in the bar
The piano man’s found
Another nail for my heart
That stupid old bug
That kills only love
I want to be good
Is that not enough
So play me the song
That makes it so tough
Another nail for my heart
Then play me that song
That makes it so tough
Another nail for my heart
I had excuses those little boy lies
That she computed by watching my eyes
And told me firmly
She couldn’t stand it I’m bad on her heart
She dropped her makeup and I found the bar
Now it concerns me
I’ve had a bad time
Now love is resigned
I’ve been such a fool
I’ve loved and goodbyed
So here in the bar
The piano man’s found
Another nail for my heart
And here in the bar
The piano man’s found
Another nail for my heart
Send Her My Love---Journey
It’s been so long
Since I’ve seen her face
You say she’s doin’ fine
I still recall
A sad cafe
How it hurt so bad to see her cry
I didn’t want to say good-bye
Send her my love, memories remain
Send her my love, roses never fade
Send her my love
The same hotel, the same old room
I’m on the road again
She needed so much more
Than I could give
We knew our love could not pretend
Broken hearts can always mend.
(chorus)
Callin’ out her name I’m dreamin’
Reflections of a face I’m seein’
It’s her voice
That keeps on haunting me
Send her, send her my love
Roses never fade
Memories remain
Send her, send her, my love
Sara---Starship
Go now, don't look back, we've drawn the line
Move on, it's no good to go back in time
I'll never find another girl like you, for happy endings it
takes two
We're fire and ice, the dream won't come true
Chorus:
Sara, Sara, storms are brewin' in your eyes
Sara, Sara, no time is a good time for goodbyes
Danger in the game when the stakes are high
Branded, my heart was branded while my senses stood by
I'll never find another girl like you, for happy endings it
takes two
We're fire and ice, the dream won't come true
Sara, Sara, storms are brewin' in your eyes
Sara, Sara, no time is a good time, oh
Sara, Sara, storms are brewin' in your eyes
Sara, Sara, no time is a good time for goodbyes
('Cos Sara) Loved me like no one has ever loved me before
(And Sara) Hurt me, no one could ever hurt me more
(And Sara) Sara, nobody loved me anymore
(Guitar solo)
I'll never find another girl like you
We're fire and ice, the dream won't come true
Sara, Sara, no time is a good time, oh
Sara, Sara, storms are brewin' in your eyes
Sara, Sara, no time is a good time for goodbyes
Sara, Sara, -- storms -- are brewin' in your eyes
Sara, Sara, no time is a good time, no
Ooh Sara, why did it, why did it, why did it all fall apart
Sara, Sara...
Endless Nights---Eddie Money
Lover, I just can`t believe it`s turned
You`re tearing my life apart
Here I am, just standing in circles
There`s no simple answer
And the logic is turning me round
My mind keeps holding
Only one thought
When you gonna call
I think it`s worth the time
How you gonna change
All these endless nights
If you could stop
Leading me around
You`re never gonna change
All these endless nights
Tender, the way
That you touched me now
We were taking our fears away
There won`t be no reason
Just a well rehearsed explanation
Though the love
That is turning inside
Twisting my mind
Keeps on twisting
When you gonna call
I think it`s worth the time
All these endless nights
If you could stop
How you gonna change
All these endless, endless nights
Leading me around
You`re never gonna change
I wish that you could change
All these endless, endless nights
And the hope
Is it ever gonna stop
That is holding me here
It`s starting to die, oh, no
When you gonna call
I think it`s worth the time
How you gonna change
All these endless nights
If you could stop
You`re never gonna change
All these endless, endless nights
Leading me around
I wish that you could change
Endless nights now
All these endless, endless nights
I think it`s worth the time
All these endless
When you gonna call
I wish that you would call now
All these endless, endless nightsWhen you gonna change
Someday---Glass Tiger
I heard about the little rift you had last night
I could have told you that that boy was never Mr. Right
If it were me I'd have given it to you without a fight
'Cause you've always been the one
You say right now you're not lookin' for another guy
Since the last one went off and left you high and dry
I understand we all need some time to cry
I just want to be around
When you finally settle down
Chorus:
If you'll be there someday girl
I wouldn't leave (hurt) you for the world
Could (Won't) you say you'
ll be there someday girl
You should know that if I had a say
I would never see you treated that way
I'd be lovin' I'd be faithful everyday, I would never let you fall
I know it hurt to give him back his ring
Sometimes love can be a painful thing
But I also know the happiness it brings, when you find that special one
If you let me I would be the world around your Sun
Chorus
Could you be there someday girl
Would you give the thought a whirl
Won't you say you'll be there someday girl
I know that maybe now is too soon and you need some time alone
But when you're read to talk I'm as close as the phone
I know you're tired of bein' tossed around
And you don't need someone tryin' to pin you down
I just want to say I'll always be around, and I'll never let you down
Someday, someway, somehow,
I want your love but I'll be happy for now
Just to hear you say you'll keep me in mind
I'll be waiting for the time
When the clouds break and the sun begins to shine again
Chorus--(Out)
I Need You Tonight---Peter Wolf
When the music stops, I walk you to your door I say goodnight, like a thousand times before This is the night, I just can't walk away This is the night, I need you even more Why should we wait 'til tomorrow Why should we wait 'til tomorrow I can't wait 'til tomorrow I need you tonight I drive away, but you're still on my mind It's getting so hard, leaving you behind This is the night, I just want you to know This is the night, I just can't let you go Why should we wait 'til tomorrow Why should we wait 'til tomorrow I can't wait 'til tomorrow I need you tonight Why should we wait 'til tomorrow Why should we wait 'til tomorrow I can't wait 'til tomorrow I need you tonight And I need you tonight 'Cause I need you tonight
All the Love---The Outfield
I can’t believe the things that happen to me
I guess that I should have seen a long, long time ago
Letters you write don’t help me get through the night
So I’ll just turn out the light
And sleep here all alone
(chorus)
All the love, all the love in the world
All the love, I’ll be sending you girl
All the love
All the love in the world
Time after time I put my life on the line
But I ain’t committed no crime, so take what you can find
Forget what I say cos I’ll keep running away
I only live for today, but I’m one day behind
(chorus)
These are the words that I whisper on every first night
But that day you left me
Those words were on that same flight
I can’t believe the things that happen to me
I guess that I should have seen a long, long time ago
Letters you write don’t help me get through the night
So I’ll just turn out the light
And sleep here all alone
(chorus)
I love those songs...I hate how most of them pertain to my problems
And that's all folks
Paul