Ack!
I hate this. I have severe chest pain and I have to wait to find out which problem it really is. I'm hoping for the better one of course. But I can't sleep. I am deathly afraid of going to sleep and not waking up in the morning. I hate this feeling that if it is the former of the two scenarios, I can easily just pop and die any second. I hate that feeling. I wish I knew now and could have it fixed. And until then, I feel like i can'tleep.