Jul 06, 2005 19:01
A letter dated Saturday October 2, 2004. Addressed by Andrew Foremanpast to Andrew Foremanpresent:
A letter to myself - you (me) in the future.
Maybe I'll remember this time; this place - In my life, in this moment. Will this seem riddiculous in 8 months?
So here's seomthing to wonder about - or maybe remember what I wondered in a time that, as you read this next, won't seem as far away as it does now.
-Jen - What happened with her?
Remember that I now wonder about how things are gonna go.
Remember that I wasn't so sure if I could let go.
College- Where ya goin'? Remember how hard it is to decide.
Friends - Remember it being hard w/out the previous - Remember making friends on this retreat and thinking it might not be so bad.
It becomes easier to see a plus in everything.
I like(d) to say "it'll work out."
-Did it?
I don't want to lose my calm-
Will I?
Did I?
The last one's not a question.
Keep on living
-the moment
-the music
-the connection
Upright Bass?
Voice Lessons?
Inner peace - Keep it.
-Andrew (10/04)
I don't need to reflect. I digested the year as it happened, waiting for it to end, and so now I get to digest this: It turned out ok, and I thought it would suck - but I sure did call that one thing perfectly: Surprise. Things look ok in retrospect. If we're gonna laugh later, why not laugh just a little now?