What a good time.
Alright, so I don't know who is posting anonymously in my journal, but whoever it is they are pretty cool and obviously know me (cuz they menteiond my nanny! not many people know I call my grandma nanny!), so they should tell me who they are so if its a girl I can hit on them and talk to them on the phone (I need a new phone buddy, Janelle calls me sometimes but I really like talking on the phone to an intelligent girl and besides Janelle I haven't had it in a long time), and if its a dude then we will be new best pals. But enough on that, tonight was good. I really DO have some good firends, and they came from unexpected places, namely, work. Zack and Ben and Logan were here tonight (rare for Ben to actually stay at THIS place where he lives) and we wathced two concert DVDs, white stripes and audioslave, and DUDE, I recommend that white stripes DVD to ANYONE because it was fuckin mind blowing. But we also had some really good talks, telling stories of how we almost hooked up with this girl, and what not. Logan had ineresting stories about stuff she did before she was with Ben, and made me realize even the girls who you think are really good are fairly...adventurous. It was intersting to say the least, and just makes me wonder even more why I have never really done much of anything with a girl. I'm a sad human being.
But thats not what this post is about. This post is about friends, and how, I thought I may not have had any friends recentaly, but it really couldn't be further from the truth. janelle and I are still close, and tonight I had great talks with Ben, Logan, and zack. and we have plans to hit up a coupel of concerts this summer, and I think its gonna be a great summer. So thats good. I think I'm doing better than I have been in the past few weeks, and dude I totally got this new medicine called zantec, and its the best medcine of all time. Its for heartburn see, and I have MONSTROUSLY BAD heartburn. Well, NO MORE after I got this prescription. Dude I am not used to have medicine work for me, its insane. I wake up, no heartburn. I go all day with no heartburn. It is completely insane. I feel like a new man. I need to work out more and keep losing weight, but with me giving up fast food and not really drinking much pop anymore, I think its definately doable. Things are going better for me, really. I justh ope this summer that I find a really nice girl who likes me for me. I was talking alot tonight about Rachael Sargent, and how she really is the one who got away. Thats the girl I should have married dude. She was fucking fantastic. I bet none of you knew that in my prayers (yeah I pray every night still, DO SOMETHIN), she is one of the first things I mention, I thank god for having such a wonderful girlfriend as she was. Dude, we used to get changed together, we'd even go to the bathroom in front of ecah other, we'd tickle each other, she wasn't ashamed of me being fat, nothing. SHe was fucking fantsatic, and I'll honestly never have a friend like that again. Sure Janelle and I are close, I don't dispute that. But she could never be as comfortable around me as Rachael was, and I really miss that lately. I wish I just still fucking TALKED to her, you know? Its almost been a year, will be a year in like september. Thats sad dude. I was telling zack tonight, shes the ONLY girl, where I could be 36 and happily married or about to be married, but if Rachael came to my door with two kids and said "Leo and I got divorced, I'm alone, please love me" she would be moved in that same day and the significant other would instantly become meaningless. SHe was the one dude. She was the one that got away. I guess I've been thinking about her alot recently and felt like writing it down. ITs really the nice weather that makes me reminisce about our friendship, because she loved to walk like me, and we walked everywhere. Man I miss that girl. I guess thats all I got for now, its bedtime.
But thats not what this post is about. This post is about friends, and how, I thought I may not have had any friends recentaly, but it really couldn't be further from the truth. janelle and I are still close, and tonight I had great talks with Ben, Logan, and zack. and we have plans to hit up a coupel of concerts this summer, and I think its gonna be a great summer. So thats good. I think I'm doing better than I have been in the past few weeks, and dude I totally got this new medicine called zantec, and its the best medcine of all time. Its for heartburn see, and I have MONSTROUSLY BAD heartburn. Well, NO MORE after I got this prescription. Dude I am not used to have medicine work for me, its insane. I wake up, no heartburn. I go all day with no heartburn. It is completely insane. I feel like a new man. I need to work out more and keep losing weight, but with me giving up fast food and not really drinking much pop anymore, I think its definately doable. Things are going better for me, really. I justh ope this summer that I find a really nice girl who likes me for me. I was talking alot tonight about Rachael Sargent, and how she really is the one who got away. Thats the girl I should have married dude. She was fucking fantastic. I bet none of you knew that in my prayers (yeah I pray every night still, DO SOMETHIN), she is one of the first things I mention, I thank god for having such a wonderful girlfriend as she was. Dude, we used to get changed together, we'd even go to the bathroom in front of ecah other, we'd tickle each other, she wasn't ashamed of me being fat, nothing. SHe was fucking fantsatic, and I'll honestly never have a friend like that again. Sure Janelle and I are close, I don't dispute that. But she could never be as comfortable around me as Rachael was, and I really miss that lately. I wish I just still fucking TALKED to her, you know? Its almost been a year, will be a year in like september. Thats sad dude. I was telling zack tonight, shes the ONLY girl, where I could be 36 and happily married or about to be married, but if Rachael came to my door with two kids and said "Leo and I got divorced, I'm alone, please love me" she would be moved in that same day and the significant other would instantly become meaningless. SHe was the one dude. She was the one that got away. I guess I've been thinking about her alot recently and felt like writing it down. ITs really the nice weather that makes me reminisce about our friendship, because she loved to walk like me, and we walked everywhere. Man I miss that girl. I guess thats all I got for now, its bedtime.