So right after I posted that entry, Jeff called me and we talked for an hr and 20 min... :) 

I've had less than my fair share of lucky breaks
And enough of this fooling around
I've got one last chance to get rid of my past
And bury it deep in the ground
And no matter what you try man
You're never gonna tear me down

When the only blame you cast is your own
And your only guarantee is your fear of the unknown
If you don't cut your losses before you ( Read more... )

So, um, when I first saw Mike, I thought to myself, "whoa, he is a lot thinner than his pictures." and then I was like, "whoa, he's a lot cuter than his pictures." So, needless to say, it was a pleasant surprise :)
I had an awesome time! We went bowling and I got an awful score but it was all good. Then we went to dinner at Hightops and then went to ( Read more... )

So whats up. Nothing really special here, just enjoying the summer vaca. I've been staying busy so I haven't had any sad feelings going on. Thats one of the reasons why I'm starting the running thing. I'm going to try to run twice a week. But when I say run I mean, run/walk.... so I can train my body to run without walking. It'll keep me healthy ( Read more... )

So I'm in annapolis, kinda bored but I know that my Mom appreciates me coming down and hanging out. I have, so far, watched 2 indiana jones movies and almost completed these surveys that I have to do for school. I think I have only 7 left... or something. AND! Only 23 or so days left of school! I am going to miss my kids..... I will. But I'll see ( Read more... )

So things have been really sucky lately. First I my apartment place might dick me over... saying that since I was 4 days late sending in when I am going to move out... then they might charge me the full amount of July. BULLSHITTTTTTTTTTTT. See, I thought it was two months notice, so I did meet that requirement of 2 months. But, however, it is two ( Read more... )

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO you suck :(

So, I don't know, but I am getting so tired of trying to search for guys. I don't think I am searching in entirely the wrong places either. I went to fed hill with Amanda and there were TONS of guys and really cute ones too... my age... and they didn't look cocky. Well, needless to say, we talked to 3 English/British guys in their 50's and I got ( Read more... )

so this weekend.... I went out twice.... and I met 2 guys... one was very much older and too crazy scatterbrained and the other was too boring. So no luck. and I befriended 2 friendly and funny black guys that I wouldn't date. and a guy that was cool but he had a 5yr relationship with someone. hehe ( Read more... )

I can't do it. I don't want to.