Blue Doves Are Not Purple

Jul 07, 2008 17:17

Well, dear friends, it has been a while, hasn't it?

:P

Sorry.

Vacation made me lazy. I'm trying to reverse the effects, seeing as I really can't be lazy this year.

I should start thinking about my college essays and also start to narrow down the list of colleges I will be applying to. Hm.

So, my schedule's pretty... light. :P

It is as follows:

Per 1 Home
Per 2 Math Analysis
Per 3 Peer Counseling (a.k.a helping out in the College Office)
Per 4 English

So really, I only have two classes to worry about.

Wow. Senior year. It's, like, here. I'm, like, in it. O_o How'd it happen so fast? That is the question.

I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'm happy I've made it this far and that, soon, I will be more in control of my life, but it also scares me a little. A bit. Okay, a lot.

And then, there's the whole going-out-of-state situation. My parents are making it harder for me to leave... Not because of what they say, but because I know they really do care about me and want to help me and have their little girl near. But, I'm tired of being... hmm... of being "cushioned" so much. I feel it's time I take the reins of my own horse and see just how far I can ride on my own, falling every now and then, so that, once day, I can ride my horse smoothly, in any direction I want to go.

Yep. Lame metaphor, oh well. XD

I have a lot on my plate this year. I'm lucky I'm helping the College Counselor, since she can clear up questions I have and stuff. XD Very lucky.

And then there's the anxiousness of wanting to know if you got in to your top-choice schools and whatnot. X| But I'll worry about that later. :P

I hope everyone had a great Fourth of July and if you don't celebrate the holiday, I hope you had a happy weekend. :)

Laters!

life, school

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