I've been trying to think what I want to put in this entry for awhile (the last 5 days in fact). I've been wanting to put out there what is going on in my brain, in my life and everything else.

I'm gonna put this under a cut as I fear it may become long winded as there is so much I want to say and I don't want to clog my friend's timeline.

( Sometimes life hands you lemons and you can't frigging well make lemonade )