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Author: claudia_lexan
Fandom: Supernatural
Word Count: 1,803
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Thank you to my beta Mago186. Also, thank you for the suggestion about Sam putting Dean's car keys somewhere, other than his pocket
Notes: Crossver with the movie junior
Notes: This is set around the time that Sam decided that Stanford was a good thing.
Disclaimer: These are not characters of my own creation
Summary: After a curse and a night of sex with his brother Dean falls pregnant. Only Sam doesn't remember that night or the curse
part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 A part 7 B part 8 part 9 part 10 part 11a
Sam gave serious thought as to whether the dreams had given him the courage to visit Dean. He could tell himself that those dreams were just the encouragement he needed. The truth was that before those dreams, Dean had not been the person he loved. Even when he originally had his memories, he wasn’t fully committed to Dean. He still had every intention of going to college. “I would still be at Stanford.”
“How can we be a family when this isn’t what you want?” Dean asked.
“I do want a family. This is my chance to give our baby a normal childhood. I can show our baby things that I never got to see,” Sam insisted.
“This isn’t the chance to relive your childhood though my baby. I wanted to believe that you would accept this pregnancy. For one moment I thought things would be okay, but shit like that doesn’t happen to me.”
“Do you have to be so obstinate? I do want us to be a family, but I don’t our child to grow up the same way we did. I want our child to know what it is like to stay in a town or city for more than two months. I want our child to be able to put down some roots,” Sam said.
Dean wanted to scream out in frustration. Sam was so damn fixated on a normal life. What he wanted for their son’s future had not even been taken into consideration. He knew that Sam would never be able to understand that the supernatural would always be a part of their world. The supernatural wasn’t going to disappear because they were having a baby. The only problem he had was trying to get Sam to understand that. “Sam, there is not going to be a normal life with me or our child. The supernatural world isn’t going to fall into the background just because you want it to. Our child will become another person to kill. I want that normal family life, but it’s never going to happen.”
“Why do you have to be so cynical? Why can’t you just accept that we can have a normal family life?” Sam asked.
“Why do you have to be so naïve? You need to grow up Sam. It’s about time you realized that life doesn’t give you everything you want.”
“I just want us to be a regular family,” Sam said his voice taking on a soft, almost broken tone.
Sitting back down on the bed next to Sam, Dean wanted to find the words to reassure his little brother, but he couldn’t. Life with their baby would be hard. The demon that had made his pregnancy possible would be back. The yellow-eyed demon that had been his main reason for hunting would always be there too. “Maybe you should just go back to college.”
“I don’t want to,” Sam said, sounding at that moment like a small child who had been denied something.
“It doesn’t matter what you want Sam. This ideal you have of a family just doesn’t exist. You need to go back to college before you begin to get restless,” Dean said as he moved up the bed so that he could lean against the headboard.
“I can’t walk away from our child. I’m not going to be a bad parent,” Sam insisted.
Dean knew that it would be so simple to let Sam take over everything. For the next two months, he could just let Sam take care of him, but he wasn’t a person to take the easy route in life. The words he was about to say would hurt Sam, but that was the only way he could get Sam to leave him. He didn’t want his brother to leave, but the curse hadn’t been broken. He wasn’t going to let Sam into his life again when he had no idea how long Sam would be staying. “I don’t want you to be a part of our child’s life. I love you and despite what you keep telling me, I know you don’t feel the same. Being so close to you is uncomfortable because I know you’re here out of a fucked up sense of duty. If you stay, we will end up hating each other. Just leave Sam.”
With tears running freely down his face, Sam couldn’t hide his hurt at Dean’s words. He wanted a family with Dean, but Dean wasn’t making it easy. No suggestion he made was going to be accepted. Now Dean was being an asshole. Wiping the tears away from his eyes, he said, ”We have a baby that we made together. I have every god damn right to be here.”
“How are you going to explain those legal rights to a court of law? I can’t really see you being vindictive enough to expose our unique situation.”
“Why are you doing this?” Sam asked. He had always known that Dean could be stubborn, but this was stubbornness on a completely new level.
“It’s for the best,” Dean replied, hating the fact that he was beginning to sound like a character in a daytime soap opera.
“I don’t care what you think is for the best. I want to know the real reason why you have been pushing me away,” Sam demanded.
Rubbing a hand over his eyes in an effort to get the grit out, Dean said, “The curse is still in place. There are parts of our relationship that you will never remember. With that curse in place, any relationship we have will never work. That curse means that neither of us can be happy together.”
“How can you be sure? Maybe there is a loophole in this curse,” Sam said hopefully.
“Have you ever known a curse to have a loophole?” Dean asked.
Sam got up and walked round to the top of the bed where he sat down next to Dean. Placing a hand on Dean’s baby bump, he said. “This baby is a part of both of us. We can have a family together Dean, you just have to let me in.”
Dean placed his hand on top of Sam’s and took a few seconds to enjoy their shared warmth. For those few seconds he was happy and he could almost believe that everything would be okay. “No.”
“That is all you’re going to say to me? Dean, I deserve a chance. Please, at least take the night to think it over,” Sam pleaded.
“One night isn’t going to change how I feel. A relationship between us is never going to work. That family life you want doesn’t exist. It’s late Sam. I’m tired and you won’t be able to get a bus back to Stanford until the morning,” Dean said as carefully lowered himself further down on to the bed so that he was lying down.
“Thank you,” Sam said, grateful that Dean was giving him that extra time.
The reply he had expected from Dean never came. When he looked over to see why the older man was silent, he couldn’t help but smile. Dean was fast asleep. With a bounce to his step, Sam got off the bed and began to search for Dean’s car keys. He eventually found them on a small table that stood in the motel room’s crappy kitchen. It wasn’t exactly a kitchen; more like just a stove and a couple of cupboards. Stepping into the kitchen he put the cay keys in a cupboard. He knew that the chance of Dean leaving him was slim, but he wasn’t taking that chance. He then looked around the motel room Dean was staying in. It resembled a cheaper version of Bates Motel. That would be one of the first things he would change. Sitting back down on the bed, he took off his sneakers and laid down next to his brother. Moving so that he was lying on his side, he took his first real good look at an unguarded, pregnant Dean.
Pregnancy suited Dean. He place a hand on Dean’s baby bump, closed his eyes, and within moments, he was asleep.
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Dean woke up with a sudden start. For a few seconds panic swept though him. In those few seconds, he couldn’t remember what had occurred in the last few hours. Then it all came flooding back. Sam had regained some of his memories and managed to find out where he was staying. He knew that the knowledge of his location had been given by Caleb. It meant that Caleb was no longer on the list of people he could trust.
As quietly, as he could manage, Dean got of the bed. He walked over to where he had left his car keys only to find them no longer there. Sam had obviously hidden his car keys to stop him from leaving, but Sam had obviously forgotten just how well prepared he was when it came to the Impala. He had a spare set of car keys that never left his side.
There was nothing he needed to take from the motel room. All of the important stuff was in the car. Taking one last look at Sam who was now hugging a pillow, he silently opened the door and left.
Sam had been half-asleep when Dean had got of the bed. He had listened to the sound of Dean moving around the motel room. He knew that Dean wouldn’t be able to leave as he had the car keys. He didn’t move when he heard the opening and closing of a door, so secure in the knowledge that Dean wouldn’t be able to leave him. It was only when he heard the distinctive rumble of the Impala’s engine that he had panicked. He quickly got of out of bed, ignoring his bare feet and rushed out of the motel room. He expected to see the taillights of the Impala in the distance but he didn’t. Dean was simply sitting there in his car.
Heart beating wildly, he raced over to the Impala and tried to pull the passengers door open, only to find it was locked, He then knocked on the window, only to have Dean to ignore him. He then kicked the door hard enough to be heard, but not hard enough to leave a dent. He knew that Dean would not hesitate to hurt him if he damaged the Impala. Kicking the car, however, did get Dean’s attention.
Dean turned to look at Sam and his heart ached for what he was about to do. He knew that he was all kinds of stupid to do this to the person he claimed to love. Placing a hand to his lips and then to his heart he drove away.
Fandom: Supernatural
Word Count: 1,803
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Thank you to my beta Mago186. Also, thank you for the suggestion about Sam putting Dean's car keys somewhere, other than his pocket
Notes: Crossver with the movie junior
Notes: This is set around the time that Sam decided that Stanford was a good thing.
Disclaimer: These are not characters of my own creation
Summary: After a curse and a night of sex with his brother Dean falls pregnant. Only Sam doesn't remember that night or the curse
part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 A part 7 B part 8 part 9 part 10 part 11a
Sam gave serious thought as to whether the dreams had given him the courage to visit Dean. He could tell himself that those dreams were just the encouragement he needed. The truth was that before those dreams, Dean had not been the person he loved. Even when he originally had his memories, he wasn’t fully committed to Dean. He still had every intention of going to college. “I would still be at Stanford.”
“How can we be a family when this isn’t what you want?” Dean asked.
“I do want a family. This is my chance to give our baby a normal childhood. I can show our baby things that I never got to see,” Sam insisted.
“This isn’t the chance to relive your childhood though my baby. I wanted to believe that you would accept this pregnancy. For one moment I thought things would be okay, but shit like that doesn’t happen to me.”
“Do you have to be so obstinate? I do want us to be a family, but I don’t our child to grow up the same way we did. I want our child to know what it is like to stay in a town or city for more than two months. I want our child to be able to put down some roots,” Sam said.
Dean wanted to scream out in frustration. Sam was so damn fixated on a normal life. What he wanted for their son’s future had not even been taken into consideration. He knew that Sam would never be able to understand that the supernatural would always be a part of their world. The supernatural wasn’t going to disappear because they were having a baby. The only problem he had was trying to get Sam to understand that. “Sam, there is not going to be a normal life with me or our child. The supernatural world isn’t going to fall into the background just because you want it to. Our child will become another person to kill. I want that normal family life, but it’s never going to happen.”
“Why do you have to be so cynical? Why can’t you just accept that we can have a normal family life?” Sam asked.
“Why do you have to be so naïve? You need to grow up Sam. It’s about time you realized that life doesn’t give you everything you want.”
“I just want us to be a regular family,” Sam said his voice taking on a soft, almost broken tone.
Sitting back down on the bed next to Sam, Dean wanted to find the words to reassure his little brother, but he couldn’t. Life with their baby would be hard. The demon that had made his pregnancy possible would be back. The yellow-eyed demon that had been his main reason for hunting would always be there too. “Maybe you should just go back to college.”
“I don’t want to,” Sam said, sounding at that moment like a small child who had been denied something.
“It doesn’t matter what you want Sam. This ideal you have of a family just doesn’t exist. You need to go back to college before you begin to get restless,” Dean said as he moved up the bed so that he could lean against the headboard.
“I can’t walk away from our child. I’m not going to be a bad parent,” Sam insisted.
Dean knew that it would be so simple to let Sam take over everything. For the next two months, he could just let Sam take care of him, but he wasn’t a person to take the easy route in life. The words he was about to say would hurt Sam, but that was the only way he could get Sam to leave him. He didn’t want his brother to leave, but the curse hadn’t been broken. He wasn’t going to let Sam into his life again when he had no idea how long Sam would be staying. “I don’t want you to be a part of our child’s life. I love you and despite what you keep telling me, I know you don’t feel the same. Being so close to you is uncomfortable because I know you’re here out of a fucked up sense of duty. If you stay, we will end up hating each other. Just leave Sam.”
With tears running freely down his face, Sam couldn’t hide his hurt at Dean’s words. He wanted a family with Dean, but Dean wasn’t making it easy. No suggestion he made was going to be accepted. Now Dean was being an asshole. Wiping the tears away from his eyes, he said, ”We have a baby that we made together. I have every god damn right to be here.”
“How are you going to explain those legal rights to a court of law? I can’t really see you being vindictive enough to expose our unique situation.”
“Why are you doing this?” Sam asked. He had always known that Dean could be stubborn, but this was stubbornness on a completely new level.
“It’s for the best,” Dean replied, hating the fact that he was beginning to sound like a character in a daytime soap opera.
“I don’t care what you think is for the best. I want to know the real reason why you have been pushing me away,” Sam demanded.
Rubbing a hand over his eyes in an effort to get the grit out, Dean said, “The curse is still in place. There are parts of our relationship that you will never remember. With that curse in place, any relationship we have will never work. That curse means that neither of us can be happy together.”
“How can you be sure? Maybe there is a loophole in this curse,” Sam said hopefully.
“Have you ever known a curse to have a loophole?” Dean asked.
Sam got up and walked round to the top of the bed where he sat down next to Dean. Placing a hand on Dean’s baby bump, he said. “This baby is a part of both of us. We can have a family together Dean, you just have to let me in.”
Dean placed his hand on top of Sam’s and took a few seconds to enjoy their shared warmth. For those few seconds he was happy and he could almost believe that everything would be okay. “No.”
“That is all you’re going to say to me? Dean, I deserve a chance. Please, at least take the night to think it over,” Sam pleaded.
“One night isn’t going to change how I feel. A relationship between us is never going to work. That family life you want doesn’t exist. It’s late Sam. I’m tired and you won’t be able to get a bus back to Stanford until the morning,” Dean said as carefully lowered himself further down on to the bed so that he was lying down.
“Thank you,” Sam said, grateful that Dean was giving him that extra time.
The reply he had expected from Dean never came. When he looked over to see why the older man was silent, he couldn’t help but smile. Dean was fast asleep. With a bounce to his step, Sam got off the bed and began to search for Dean’s car keys. He eventually found them on a small table that stood in the motel room’s crappy kitchen. It wasn’t exactly a kitchen; more like just a stove and a couple of cupboards. Stepping into the kitchen he put the cay keys in a cupboard. He knew that the chance of Dean leaving him was slim, but he wasn’t taking that chance. He then looked around the motel room Dean was staying in. It resembled a cheaper version of Bates Motel. That would be one of the first things he would change. Sitting back down on the bed, he took off his sneakers and laid down next to his brother. Moving so that he was lying on his side, he took his first real good look at an unguarded, pregnant Dean.
Pregnancy suited Dean. He place a hand on Dean’s baby bump, closed his eyes, and within moments, he was asleep.
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Dean woke up with a sudden start. For a few seconds panic swept though him. In those few seconds, he couldn’t remember what had occurred in the last few hours. Then it all came flooding back. Sam had regained some of his memories and managed to find out where he was staying. He knew that the knowledge of his location had been given by Caleb. It meant that Caleb was no longer on the list of people he could trust.
As quietly, as he could manage, Dean got of the bed. He walked over to where he had left his car keys only to find them no longer there. Sam had obviously hidden his car keys to stop him from leaving, but Sam had obviously forgotten just how well prepared he was when it came to the Impala. He had a spare set of car keys that never left his side.
There was nothing he needed to take from the motel room. All of the important stuff was in the car. Taking one last look at Sam who was now hugging a pillow, he silently opened the door and left.
Sam had been half-asleep when Dean had got of the bed. He had listened to the sound of Dean moving around the motel room. He knew that Dean wouldn’t be able to leave as he had the car keys. He didn’t move when he heard the opening and closing of a door, so secure in the knowledge that Dean wouldn’t be able to leave him. It was only when he heard the distinctive rumble of the Impala’s engine that he had panicked. He quickly got of out of bed, ignoring his bare feet and rushed out of the motel room. He expected to see the taillights of the Impala in the distance but he didn’t. Dean was simply sitting there in his car.
Heart beating wildly, he raced over to the Impala and tried to pull the passengers door open, only to find it was locked, He then knocked on the window, only to have Dean to ignore him. He then kicked the door hard enough to be heard, but not hard enough to leave a dent. He knew that Dean would not hesitate to hurt him if he damaged the Impala. Kicking the car, however, did get Dean’s attention.
Dean turned to look at Sam and his heart ached for what he was about to do. He knew that he was all kinds of stupid to do this to the person he claimed to love. Placing a hand to his lips and then to his heart he drove away.