Eraser

Sep 28, 2005 19:45

Managing school work (4 out of 5 classes over 4000 level), a job (in which I have to work on lesson plans outside of work all the time), maintaining a healthy relationship, and producing with a band, plus random car problems, and graduate tests, has proven to be more formidable than I'd previously imagined.

Life's not that bad, but I am just not happy with how much shit I have to do all the time. With all this going on, I forgot to pay the electric bill this month and they shut off the power to our house today. My roomie was pretty pissed, and I had to pay him back for getting it turned on while I was gone. That asshole doesn't know how to pay for anything. I pay all the bills here. He gives me the money and I take care of everything.

The scary part about this is that there's been a few personal problems within the band and we've been on a short hiatus. Things have gotten better for us individually, and we're ready to bring forth the rhythmic eloquence of Pastel once again. Same members, same emotions. How will this fit into my schedule? Will I be able to handle it all?

School work has definitely been building the way it usually does throughout a semester (midterms are coming up), and my works urgency has also been escalating. I like being busy all the time, I really do. Just not this busy. Yesterday was me and Robin's one month anniversary, and a bunch of random shit popped up out of no where, and I was barely able to enjoy it.

I can do this. I can. I'll get better at time management...but for right now...I need to relax.
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