these are the days

[classycosmo]

Today is his birthday.

I bought him a huge expensive cigar because hes 18.

He kissed me and in that moment i knew

I knew he didnt love me. I knew he didnt. That broke everything i had inside of me. I knew i knew that it was done. That everything was done. That i couldnt fight anymore for something that was gone. i cant, i cant cry anymore. I cant

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[singinntherain]

and now you just need the strength to do something about it.

[classycosmo]

i told him.. i told him i want to stop.. stop everything. He said he wanted to be him.. he wanted to be that guy that loves me.. but he couldnt. I dont understand that. I dont get it. I dont care.