these are the days
Today is his birthday.
I bought him a huge expensive cigar because hes 18.
He kissed me and in that moment i knew
I knew he didnt love me. I knew he didnt. That broke everything i had inside of me. I knew i knew that it was done. That everything was done. That i couldnt fight anymore for something that was gone. i cant, i cant cry anymore. I cant worry. I cant stress.. i cant love him anymore. IT ALL HAS to STOP.