in the process..
so i'm really doing this. i'm really letting go this time.. go me =) he's called me a couple times in the past couple of days to chill & as much as i want to answer, i don't. we'll see how long this holds up, sometimes i get sudden urges to call him or text him but luckily i haven't been high with a phone lately lmao. OOOOOOOOOOOOOH man, this is harder then i thought it would be. he really does mean alot to me.. i mean, he did mean alot to me. i'm hurting =(