Deep down, I think I made the wrong choice. If I made the right choice, I wouldn't be questioning myself 24 hours in the day right? Every minute that passes I question myself. So shouldn't that be a sign that I made the wrong decision? They say to never let a good thing pass you by. But, they also say that time heals all wounds, and that things ( Read more... )

I put myself in a situation I don't want to be in, and I really have no one to blame but myself. It's bittersweet, what we have. As much as it pains me to stay, I still do. Things will look up right? I don't know...

On February 3rd, 2009 I got my first tattoo. With that being said, I feel like a better person already. If you know me well, you should know that I cannot commit to anything. Thinking about getting this tattoo for how many months now has given me so many mixed emotions. Knowing that I'll take the prayer to my grave gives me a comforting feeling. I ( Read more... )

Since Phong's passing on Monday, my mind has been out of whack. Although I wasn't really close with him, his death took a major tole on me. He would pop up in my mind at least like 10 times a day & every single time my heart would break. He was so young, he was such a good person... it made no sense to me. A month ago he was completely healthy.. ( Read more... )

Rest in Peace Phong Phan
Your life was cut way too early, but God needed an angel
...and he chose you!
Gone but never forgotten
the unexpected never seems fair
 

Ok so Zubar was amazing! It was fun, I didn't have much to drink but I felt a feeling I've never felt before at the end of the night. Basically, I had two drinks and a while later I got thirsty so I got an ameretto sour, which is like nothing lol. A few minutes after drinking that I blacked out. Everything around me was black and I couldn't even ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning knowing that today was going to be a bummy one. All day I've been so emotional, maybe it's pms or maybe I'm just realizing how fast we're growing up. It's sad when the friends you had turn into strangers. It's sad when the simple joys in life that used to make you happy mean nothing anymore. Don't worry about people from your ( Read more... )

INSTRUCTIONS: Write ten statements, intended to different people - things you've always wanted to tell them, but couldn't. Never tell which one is to whom ( Read more... )

1) Your name?
Liezl: A cock tease; A Liezl looks like a 'ho but doesn't actually give out.

2) Your age?
18: The age where an American can:
1. Legally buy pornography
2. Legally buy cigarettes
3. Legally gamble in Indian Casinos
4. Legally be considered an adult
5. Be charged as an adult in a court of law
6. Be drafted for a war they don't believe in
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I don't know if it's just me being paranoid but there are a lot of deaths that have been occuring lately due to car accidents. Every time I hear about one, it takes me back to the day of my car accident. I never really thought about how lucky I am to have survived that, and how lucky I am that Rose didn't get hurt. I've made it a habit to pray ( Read more... )