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Okay so, I have less than 2 days left here in LaPorte. Headin out of here on Wednesday morning ... thank God. I cannot wait to get the hell out of here again. I love my family and I've missed my friends and my home but ... I just can't stand it all anymore. I don't seem to really live here and all of my friends have their own things. It's nice to catch up but I mean, we're all doing different things and after stories you don't have anything in common to talk about. I don't know what I'm gonna do over the summer. I guess since I plan on working and taking at least one class it won't be so bad. At least I won't be sitting around my house, running just a few errands here and there and on my laptop all the time. Oh how I miss school. I miss having work to do, things to read, study, people to talk to all the time, and usually at least somewhere to go.
Yeah, well my health is goin to hell in a handbag. I've had a constant headache since gettin back. Today it was so bad that I nearly collapsed in the shower ... this scared the hell out of me. I even threw up. So I went back to bed after my shower and my mom came to check on me. Around 1 I finally decided to stay out of bed and I told my parents that I had this horrible pressure in my head and of course they suggested that I take a tylenol and I told them it wouldn't help since the pain is just always there. Apparently this made my dad want to take me to the ER. I talked him out of it but ... I don't know if that was the right thing to do. Since getting back I have had this headache, I get dizzy just looking up, and I get nauseated when moving around. Yeah, my sleeping and eatin habits have been kinda off since gettin back so I figured I might as well see if all this clears up once I get back to school. I'm hoping my body just has gone into shock from all the junk and weird sleeping hours. I promised my mom that if I didn't feel normal again by 2 weeks into school I'd have someone take me to the hospital. But freak, if I have another thing like today tomorrow, then I will be headed to the doctor, that was the worst thing I've ever felt in my life. I honestly thought I was goin to die, it was not like anything I've ever felt. Just 2 more days here and hopefully it is that I'm just allergic to LaPorte and it'll all be gone once I get back to Denton. Also, I found this lump in my neck just under my ear ... about a week ago I think. I was hurting pretty badly when I found it ... not so much anymore so hopefully that's nothing too. Meh, stupid body.
Hrm, so I'm definitely excited about starting classes. I think I'm gonna have a good semester. My classes either seem like fun or I'm taking it with a friend so I'll at least have a study-buddy. Yeah, I need to spend more time working this semester than I did last semester but I think I can handle it. Oh and Mallory is talkin about goin to Dallas one weekend soon to check out the BodyWorlds exhibit ... very exciting. Oh, and the possibility of having a boyfriend is very very helpful in brightening up this semester :D *Sighs* Bring on the new year. New beginnings. New life. New me. Hopefully a new, healthy me.
Okay, well I think I'm out on this post. Later foo's!
Yeah, well my health is goin to hell in a handbag. I've had a constant headache since gettin back. Today it was so bad that I nearly collapsed in the shower ... this scared the hell out of me. I even threw up. So I went back to bed after my shower and my mom came to check on me. Around 1 I finally decided to stay out of bed and I told my parents that I had this horrible pressure in my head and of course they suggested that I take a tylenol and I told them it wouldn't help since the pain is just always there. Apparently this made my dad want to take me to the ER. I talked him out of it but ... I don't know if that was the right thing to do. Since getting back I have had this headache, I get dizzy just looking up, and I get nauseated when moving around. Yeah, my sleeping and eatin habits have been kinda off since gettin back so I figured I might as well see if all this clears up once I get back to school. I'm hoping my body just has gone into shock from all the junk and weird sleeping hours. I promised my mom that if I didn't feel normal again by 2 weeks into school I'd have someone take me to the hospital. But freak, if I have another thing like today tomorrow, then I will be headed to the doctor, that was the worst thing I've ever felt in my life. I honestly thought I was goin to die, it was not like anything I've ever felt. Just 2 more days here and hopefully it is that I'm just allergic to LaPorte and it'll all be gone once I get back to Denton. Also, I found this lump in my neck just under my ear ... about a week ago I think. I was hurting pretty badly when I found it ... not so much anymore so hopefully that's nothing too. Meh, stupid body.
Hrm, so I'm definitely excited about starting classes. I think I'm gonna have a good semester. My classes either seem like fun or I'm taking it with a friend so I'll at least have a study-buddy. Yeah, I need to spend more time working this semester than I did last semester but I think I can handle it. Oh and Mallory is talkin about goin to Dallas one weekend soon to check out the BodyWorlds exhibit ... very exciting. Oh, and the possibility of having a boyfriend is very very helpful in brightening up this semester :D *Sighs* Bring on the new year. New beginnings. New life. New me. Hopefully a new, healthy me.
Okay, well I think I'm out on this post. Later foo's!