2006
Hokay so ... this was 2006 ... pretty sweet year? I think not.
So the year started okay. Don't remember how I spent New Year's Day but it was probably with my family as usual. Yay. Did a lot of fighting with the only guy I thought I would ever love and that ended in late February. Lots of secrets, betrayals, crying, hating, name-calling, suicidal thoughts ... just overall drama of the worst kind. That lasted through May-ish.
Prom sucked. Went with Mark which was pretty cool, sweetest guy in LP. Had a few adventures ... mainly trying to get poor Kayla together for the night. Fun with everyone through the rest of the year ... definitely remember decorating the stop sign and Kayla's front yard with undergarments ... exciting? I think so. The summer brought lots of sitting in everyone's houses watching movies, eating food & ice cream, just chillaxing together, maybe not everybody but enough of almost everyone. Lost touch with a few old friends, re-established old friendships from past years. I got to spend that one week away from my family and with Anna's, I think that was definitely the best week of the summer. Hrm, after the summer came school.
The first month was probably the worse month of my life. I don't know what I would have done without Matt at first and then Mallory. I remember my first night at UNT consisted of me crying for what seemed like hours in Matt's arms just absolutely certain that I made the worst mistake of my life going to school so far away from my family ... oh how very wrong those thoughts were. I made so many great friends and have met so many different people, I know now this was perfect for me. I got the independence that I'd needed but not enough to make me go crazy. I've only made wonderful friends, have stayed, mostly, out of trouble and have had the time of my life.
Last night was ... was the perfect bring around for the end of the year with more disappointment but leaves me with a little hope for the coming year. Oh, and yesterday was also perfect in that I broke my toe. Stupidest thing to break but it's happened to me twice now. Same foot, different toe ... thank God. If I had broken my big toe again and not been able to drive I don't think I could make it through the rest of the break. I think I'm bringing this year to an end again with the family. Starting tomorrow all new with lunch with 2 amazing people I'm very glad to have in my life followed by, I'm not sure what with another old friend. I head back up to Denton in 10 days and I'm very excited about it. Yes, I've enjoyed the break but, I am so ready to go home to my friends. I miss having them all together in the T.V. room, talking in person about the most random shit not over AIM. I'm dying to see everyone here that I have yet to see or have seen several times already as well as my friends I've been away from for over 2 weeks.
I wish everyone the best this coming year. Have fun but be safe in your celebrations tonight. Love to everyone :D
So the year started okay. Don't remember how I spent New Year's Day but it was probably with my family as usual. Yay. Did a lot of fighting with the only guy I thought I would ever love and that ended in late February. Lots of secrets, betrayals, crying, hating, name-calling, suicidal thoughts ... just overall drama of the worst kind. That lasted through May-ish.
Prom sucked. Went with Mark which was pretty cool, sweetest guy in LP. Had a few adventures ... mainly trying to get poor Kayla together for the night. Fun with everyone through the rest of the year ... definitely remember decorating the stop sign and Kayla's front yard with undergarments ... exciting? I think so. The summer brought lots of sitting in everyone's houses watching movies, eating food & ice cream, just chillaxing together, maybe not everybody but enough of almost everyone. Lost touch with a few old friends, re-established old friendships from past years. I got to spend that one week away from my family and with Anna's, I think that was definitely the best week of the summer. Hrm, after the summer came school.
The first month was probably the worse month of my life. I don't know what I would have done without Matt at first and then Mallory. I remember my first night at UNT consisted of me crying for what seemed like hours in Matt's arms just absolutely certain that I made the worst mistake of my life going to school so far away from my family ... oh how very wrong those thoughts were. I made so many great friends and have met so many different people, I know now this was perfect for me. I got the independence that I'd needed but not enough to make me go crazy. I've only made wonderful friends, have stayed, mostly, out of trouble and have had the time of my life.
Last night was ... was the perfect bring around for the end of the year with more disappointment but leaves me with a little hope for the coming year. Oh, and yesterday was also perfect in that I broke my toe. Stupidest thing to break but it's happened to me twice now. Same foot, different toe ... thank God. If I had broken my big toe again and not been able to drive I don't think I could make it through the rest of the break. I think I'm bringing this year to an end again with the family. Starting tomorrow all new with lunch with 2 amazing people I'm very glad to have in my life followed by, I'm not sure what with another old friend. I head back up to Denton in 10 days and I'm very excited about it. Yes, I've enjoyed the break but, I am so ready to go home to my friends. I miss having them all together in the T.V. room, talking in person about the most random shit not over AIM. I'm dying to see everyone here that I have yet to see or have seen several times already as well as my friends I've been away from for over 2 weeks.
I wish everyone the best this coming year. Have fun but be safe in your celebrations tonight. Love to everyone :D