Mar 04, 2005 11:24
Okay so he still does mean the world to me but I'm not so sure if its just that I wish I were REALLY good friends with him or not. I mean, even if I were christian I wouln't want to go out with someone who ONLY dates christian girls. What happens if you fall in love with someone and they are the best thing that ever happened to you but they have some different beliefs than you do? Maybe its because I'm so jealous of Jamie. Jamie is so good at everything, I'm sure she has flaws but I don't see them. She has a nice singing voice, she can play tenor sax REALLY well, she gets straight A's and it appears she is really good friends with Dennis. Maybe thats what I want. To be really good friends with him. Well, thats not gonna happen. At least not on his terms....anyway g2g its lunch right now and I'm hungry!!! :)
~C.C.~