Thanks for the hugs
I'm feeling much more . . . rational this morning.
I think some of it was cumulative exhaustion. I'm dealing with depression, but lack of sleep certainly aggravates it and yesterday I had just a few too many things to deal with (saw a doctor about the depression and couldn't afford the meds and I'm out of migraine meds, money that was supposed to come in isn't coming until next month - grrr, Clinton is starting to ask whether he's going to be in a wheelchair forever, can't get my new hard drive to work - like I said, just a few too many things).
So thank you all. The loving, judgement-free support was exactly what I needed.
I think some of it was cumulative exhaustion. I'm dealing with depression, but lack of sleep certainly aggravates it and yesterday I had just a few too many things to deal with (saw a doctor about the depression and couldn't afford the meds and I'm out of migraine meds, money that was supposed to come in isn't coming until next month - grrr, Clinton is starting to ask whether he's going to be in a wheelchair forever, can't get my new hard drive to work - like I said, just a few too many things).
So thank you all. The loving, judgement-free support was exactly what I needed.