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so New York City was... well to be honest not everyting I thought it would be. Well the city was awesome. But I don't know if i could live there... such a debate. I have been so in love with Fordham and then i saw it and it was like... I don't think this is what i want... I mean I feel like I am putting so much on the line to go there and I just don't know if it is worth it. I would only be able to come home two times a year and its about 38 thousand. Not to mention extremly hard to be a theater major and anouther major because the theatre classes and that whole department plus the dorm i would live in as a theatre major is on the manhatten campus and the other majors are on the Rose Hill campus in the Bronx. If i went to Fordham, the only way to keep myself from literally slowly killing myself would be to minor in theatre and i was so excited about that being a major. On anouther note... my rents are really driving me insane. i will be 18 in a month and yesterday my mom says "i am confiscating Harry Potter untill you finish your summer homework" does that not sound like i am 12? Oh and my mom straight up says "I hope you arn't going out with anybody from Coney, there is nobody there worthy of you." This sucks. How can i date a guy that i could never introduce to my rents... it mostly just sucks that i have to lie everytime i see him. not that i am not used to it. And they are on my case so much about college. I will do it, i swere. But if they keep bothering me about it then it will be made to be a pain and i will be less likely to do it. i hope that made any sense... well i'm gunna go listen to avenue Q and try to unfluster myself. please call. i need to be out like all the time this week and see everybody who i havn't seen all summer and who is leaving. also... any cappies people... I ran into Liz the other day and she asked if Peters had contacted me about doing anything before school started. I thought the plan was to do something, but apperently not... so if anybody has any info contact me.