Love
this weekend i was shown how much i am loved. there's really quite a bit of it floating around out there. right now i feel buoyed up by it, held by it, hugged by it, loved by it. it's there, it's here, i can feel it infusing me. despite (or maybe because of) my bad day on saturday, i learned many things that made the weekend wonderful. Thank you, again, to everyone. special thanks goes out to those guys who we unable to read my stormy journal entry, saw the way i was acting, and took action. that, above just about all other things, showed me exactly what i needed right then. i am not able to hide a bad day, and it is OK to have bad days. it all depends on what you do with them. bad days can be either positive or negative. Do you use the bad day to draw closer to God, or to turn away? i needed help getting through it, but probably the best people to help me were right there. i am truly blessed by all my friends.