hail satan, satan is his father
Watching Rosemary's Baby. God, that is a fucking great movie.
School is just dandy. Honestly, it's never been better. I have no idea if it's I who have changed, or the school itself... But it's better than bearable, now. Heh, things have been reversed on me, I'm enjoying every other class besides Literature. It's messing with my head, man.
Despite my lack of effort and my complete hatred of life for the past three years, senior year is a big relief for me. It shouldn't feel as rewarding as it does (since I've accomplished nothing that deserves reward), but it does. It gives me some sort of light for the future, I guess. It kinda feels like a sign saying that it's gonna be all okay. Ah, yes, but tomorrow I have that college orientation. Now that is gonna be a big slap in the face.
I joined the YMCA today. I love it. It gives me such a feeling of freedom.
I hate braces. They suck. They need to come out of my mouth. That's all I have to say about that.
Agh, the weather is changing and I'm getting sick again. I'm coughing and sneezing and my throat is itchy. Fun? Yes, you know it.
I can't wait until fall has really kicked in. It will be glorious.
I saw Carvel Chris on Friday. It was really ironic...And odd. The one night I'm out on the town, he is out on the town too. It was nice seeing him, I guess. Gave me some sort of self esteem boost. He's so beautiful yet so dim! He tells me I should stop into Carvel. Tells me he wants to take me to a movie. Maybe when I'm horny enough, I'll jump on that opportunity... It looks like I might be treated to ice cream and a movie soon.
Friday was a really good day. Went out with Mom, Carly, Lyn, and Lori. Had dinner. Stopped into a bar-like place and heard some band play really great songs. Treated to a beer by the mentioned above.
Work is good. Getting boring. Joe is finally leaving Key Food. I'm happy for him and for me. Things won't be so awkward anymore. Heh, he desperately tried again to get back with me. He said that he fucked up and knew that he was wrong. But if he really meant that, he wouldn't have attempted to get back together and would have backed off. Whatever. Now, I can put him in the back of my mind. Him and Jesse can have a nice italian time lost in my hidden memory.
AQUALUNG!
School is just dandy. Honestly, it's never been better. I have no idea if it's I who have changed, or the school itself... But it's better than bearable, now. Heh, things have been reversed on me, I'm enjoying every other class besides Literature. It's messing with my head, man.
Despite my lack of effort and my complete hatred of life for the past three years, senior year is a big relief for me. It shouldn't feel as rewarding as it does (since I've accomplished nothing that deserves reward), but it does. It gives me some sort of light for the future, I guess. It kinda feels like a sign saying that it's gonna be all okay. Ah, yes, but tomorrow I have that college orientation. Now that is gonna be a big slap in the face.
I joined the YMCA today. I love it. It gives me such a feeling of freedom.
I hate braces. They suck. They need to come out of my mouth. That's all I have to say about that.
Agh, the weather is changing and I'm getting sick again. I'm coughing and sneezing and my throat is itchy. Fun? Yes, you know it.
I can't wait until fall has really kicked in. It will be glorious.
I saw Carvel Chris on Friday. It was really ironic...And odd. The one night I'm out on the town, he is out on the town too. It was nice seeing him, I guess. Gave me some sort of self esteem boost. He's so beautiful yet so dim! He tells me I should stop into Carvel. Tells me he wants to take me to a movie. Maybe when I'm horny enough, I'll jump on that opportunity... It looks like I might be treated to ice cream and a movie soon.
Friday was a really good day. Went out with Mom, Carly, Lyn, and Lori. Had dinner. Stopped into a bar-like place and heard some band play really great songs. Treated to a beer by the mentioned above.
Work is good. Getting boring. Joe is finally leaving Key Food. I'm happy for him and for me. Things won't be so awkward anymore. Heh, he desperately tried again to get back with me. He said that he fucked up and knew that he was wrong. But if he really meant that, he wouldn't have attempted to get back together and would have backed off. Whatever. Now, I can put him in the back of my mind. Him and Jesse can have a nice italian time lost in my hidden memory.
AQUALUNG!