I'm afraid it wont lead me very far...
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
No call as of yet....makes me feel all blah inside really.
*wishing....*
Don't know what to do,don't know if it's all just in my head mainly.
Wonder what he would think if he ever saw my thoughts online.
Guess he would know/understand how I feel about him really.....maybe.
Why am I writing like a fucking RETARD? I feel like Jenny from The L Word sometimes. This would be one of those times. I feel like the world is swirling around me and I am just standing in the middle not knowing what to do or where to turn next. I feel stupid and little. (mentally) This sucks A LOT.
DAMMIT DAMMIT SONOFABITCH!
B*
No call as of yet....makes me feel all blah inside really.
*wishing....*
Don't know what to do,don't know if it's all just in my head mainly.
Wonder what he would think if he ever saw my thoughts online.
Guess he would know/understand how I feel about him really.....maybe.
Why am I writing like a fucking RETARD? I feel like Jenny from The L Word sometimes. This would be one of those times. I feel like the world is swirling around me and I am just standing in the middle not knowing what to do or where to turn next. I feel stupid and little. (mentally) This sucks A LOT.
DAMMIT DAMMIT SONOFABITCH!
B*