The Policy of Truth
Wow,I never,ever thought I would be feeling like I do now.
I feel so numb. I fell asleep early Sunday morning like this and have pretty much felt the same since. I don't know what to do anymore...this is the worst I have felt in a realllllly long time. I feel so bad,I feel so terrible. I don't even know if I should feel this way. I don't even know if I am making a bigger deal out of this that I should really be. How could I have been so fucking stupid? What was I thinking...or rather why WASN'T I thinking? I never meant to do it that way...I don't know what to think....to call or not to call him?
I feel so numb. I fell asleep early Sunday morning like this and have pretty much felt the same since. I don't know what to do anymore...this is the worst I have felt in a realllllly long time. I feel so bad,I feel so terrible. I don't even know if I should feel this way. I don't even know if I am making a bigger deal out of this that I should really be. How could I have been so fucking stupid? What was I thinking...or rather why WASN'T I thinking? I never meant to do it that way...I don't know what to think....to call or not to call him?