Aug 04, 2010 02:56
Almost everyone I know seems to be in love, are in love and want to be in love with someone. And that "with" functions as a preposition used to indicate combination as in "both A & B are in love with each other."
You know what I wish for? it's the feeling of being in love. It's been years since I was last smitten with anyone (was I ever? haha) and I still remember how it felt. It brought me such happiness that almost made my heart burst and such pain that made every breath a jagged saw ripping through my heart. Perhaps it was infatuation. But those were feelings nonetheless. And what I would give to experience that again.
That person doesn't necessarily have to love me back. To experience having these intense feelings would be enough. Enough to make me feel so much more alive.
I have fallen in love. But even then, that isn't enough. I want to be in love with everything, with every person, with every being--I want to fall in love with Life.