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It's been a year ( Read more... )

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for me

It just, doesn't feel the same anymore ( Read more... )

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without

I'm still here
But it hasn't been easy
I'm sure
That you had your reasons
I'm scared
Of all this emotion
For years I've been holding it down

And I'd love to forgive and forget
So I'll try to put all this behind us
Just know that my arms are wide open

" ..I don't need a relationship, but I know that relationships -- the soul ones -- add a depth to life that can't be gleaned from yogurt tubes and earnest conversations with a pre-schooler.  And I can't help but want one - a relationship with a man who witnesses my life, our lives, with unabashed interest.  Despite my self-sufficiencies and ( Read more... )

This is the exact same situation I was in with J ( Read more... )

I've done the merry-go-round, I've been through the revolving doors, I feel like I've met someone I can stand still with for a minute.
Don't you want to stand still with me?

I'm falling apart.
I can't pretend that everything's okay anymore...