Ehn.
Going for an interview at the newspaper sister works at..either Thursday or Friday. Part of me doesn't wanna do it.. get a job and shit. Grow up. But.. kinda have to eventually.
Have yet to apply for college...
Still haven't finished and mailed off thank you cards for the money and such given to me for graduation. >.o Partly procrastination, partly mom criticizing just the addresses on the front of the ones I DID get done. How the fuck was I supposed to know what isn't the 'correct' way of it when you don't tell me? So I'm all not wanting to do the rest. Worry about them being incorrect in other ways too. Hate when I'm made to doubt myself.
Haven't made an effort to hang out with friends. Haven't... cared enough. Even for my birthday.
So damn lazy.. So annoying. I'm stupid.
And sometimes I really hate saying bye. Or rather, goodnight. Even though I know I'll talk to him tomorrow, and the day after that and so forth and so on... I still end up just a little bit feeling like crying. And then I (attempt to) brush it off and act like it doesn't matter. It shouldn't be that big of a deal, really.
But maybe its just that there's something missing. Some kind of conversation not happening, or its just the distance. Sigh. Not gonna dwell on it right now.
Dusted off my old Xanga account. [link] if ya wanna check it out. Not much on there, and I'll probably forget about it in a week or so, anyway. Hell, until this month I hadn't posted in it in.. a year. Haha. Before that it'd been half a year. Woo! XD
One of our cats had kittens today. 2 gold colored and one that seems to be black and white. (...thinking about it, I bet they were fathered by the black and white stray that we only catch glimpses of hanging around). Dog got hold of one of the gold ones, though so.. yeah, only 2 kittens left. >.o damn dog.
Kittens and birthday pictures behind the cut.
Momma and the two gold ones. (black and white one wasn't near them and didn't seem to be cleaned off.. I thought it didn't survive, so I didn't position it in camera frame. Eheh.
I stab the cake. >_> or, y'know, I'm just removing the knife AFTER cutting it
zomg, a box. wrapped in.. whatever that stuff was, it wasn't wrapping paper. xD
Teh only present. XD
Cake! uh. and grandma. :D
Aaand... I made another LJ icon. xD it happens when boredom strikes. >>
Anyway, bedtime now. I've been staying up late enough.
Have yet to apply for college...
Still haven't finished and mailed off thank you cards for the money and such given to me for graduation. >.o Partly procrastination, partly mom criticizing just the addresses on the front of the ones I DID get done. How the fuck was I supposed to know what isn't the 'correct' way of it when you don't tell me? So I'm all not wanting to do the rest. Worry about them being incorrect in other ways too. Hate when I'm made to doubt myself.
Haven't made an effort to hang out with friends. Haven't... cared enough. Even for my birthday.
So damn lazy.. So annoying. I'm stupid.
And sometimes I really hate saying bye. Or rather, goodnight. Even though I know I'll talk to him tomorrow, and the day after that and so forth and so on... I still end up just a little bit feeling like crying. And then I (attempt to) brush it off and act like it doesn't matter. It shouldn't be that big of a deal, really.
But maybe its just that there's something missing. Some kind of conversation not happening, or its just the distance. Sigh. Not gonna dwell on it right now.
Dusted off my old Xanga account. [link] if ya wanna check it out. Not much on there, and I'll probably forget about it in a week or so, anyway. Hell, until this month I hadn't posted in it in.. a year. Haha. Before that it'd been half a year. Woo! XD
One of our cats had kittens today. 2 gold colored and one that seems to be black and white. (...thinking about it, I bet they were fathered by the black and white stray that we only catch glimpses of hanging around). Dog got hold of one of the gold ones, though so.. yeah, only 2 kittens left. >.o damn dog.
Kittens and birthday pictures behind the cut.
Momma and the two gold ones. (black and white one wasn't near them and didn't seem to be cleaned off.. I thought it didn't survive, so I didn't position it in camera frame. Eheh.
I stab the cake. >_> or, y'know, I'm just removing the knife AFTER cutting it
zomg, a box. wrapped in.. whatever that stuff was, it wasn't wrapping paper. xD
Teh only present. XD
Cake! uh. and grandma. :D
Aaand... I made another LJ icon. xD it happens when boredom strikes. >>
Anyway, bedtime now. I've been staying up late enough.