May 01, 2007 00:22
I handed in three game pitches today. I only needed to do one, but I did three. I spent 5 or 6 hours of my life doing work that I didn't have to do.
I was thinking how to flock my birds more realistically in the shower. I didn't have to make them look that proper. I didn't even have to think about programming while I was in the bloody shower. But I was doing it anyway.
It's amazing. You see, I'm actually enjoying school.
In primary school I'd pretend I was fine even when I was sick. I was a noisy little brat, but I loved school.
In high school I'd pretend I was sick even when I was mostly fine. The slightest hint of disease and I'd skip a day.
And I didn't go to class at Uni.
I'm actually looking forward to tomorrow, and I haven't felt that for a long time.
Doing really boring part-time work... Doing Uni subjects I didn't even know why I was doing... It was that kind of stuff that ate away at my soul. I was look forward to going home, never looking forward to tomorrow.