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Why are some girls (me) so stupid when it comes to guys? So me and Kevin B. have been literally on and off for 2 months now. One week, we're eachothers best friends, then the next week we hate eachother. And he's the one who always iniates the fight...going through my phone when I'm asleep, accusing me of messing around with other guys, flirting with other guys...blah blah blah. I usually end up crying my ass off...u guys all know the routine. Well, it used to be that I would give hime the upperhand and wait for him to "take me back," but the last major fight we had a couple weeks ago, I told him "Fuck You!!!" finally! And that actually made him straighten up. But now, we're in the petty little fight because he thinks that I'm messing around with Michael (Bravo Co). Me and Michael became friends when me and Kevin were fighting one time. Yeah me made out a little, but thats it. When me and Kevin got back together, I stopped talking to Michael, and haven't really talked to him since. But see, the thing is, I want Michael way more that I want Kevin, but for some stupid reason, I don't want things to end with me and Kevin. I think maybe its because I already know what I have with Kevin - when we're getting along, we're freaking awesome...we laugh all the time, talk about everything, just get along really great, and behind closed doors is freaking great!!!! With Michael, we just have a great communication relationship. We've talked about almost everything...I think more that what me and Kevin have talked about. I kind of have Michael on this pedestal right now because he's like the perfect gentleman (literally - ask Tiana), such a sweetheart, and just awesome, ya know. I put Kevin on a pedestal when me and him started dating and now, he's fell so far off that pedestal. I don't want that to happen with Michael. I don't know...
Gosh...Kevin freaking irks the hell out me, though!!! We had the most stupidest fight yesterday morning and we didn't talk all day. Me, Lauren, and Tiana went to Daegu to go shopping and when we came back, we went to Nack's room to chill. Kevin was in there...and I was there for a good half hour. His bitch ass didn't even look at me! I left before everyone else, and he still didn't text me...not for the rest of the night. I even texted him today asking him if he was still not talking to me, and didn't reply, yet for some stupid reason, I keep hoping he'll text me or call me. Partly because I want to go off him, but the other part is because I miss him. When we broke up the second or third time (I don't know which one it was), he added all these girls to his MySpace account to make me "jealous" but when we got back together, he deleted them. He really is a great guy, just has way too many insecurity, jealousy, and trust issues...and I don't even know why!! He's never told me! Grrrrrrr...
Okay, so I hope you all have a lovely day!
Oh yeah...the move totally sucked...just wanted to put that little comment in there :)
Gosh...Kevin freaking irks the hell out me, though!!! We had the most stupidest fight yesterday morning and we didn't talk all day. Me, Lauren, and Tiana went to Daegu to go shopping and when we came back, we went to Nack's room to chill. Kevin was in there...and I was there for a good half hour. His bitch ass didn't even look at me! I left before everyone else, and he still didn't text me...not for the rest of the night. I even texted him today asking him if he was still not talking to me, and didn't reply, yet for some stupid reason, I keep hoping he'll text me or call me. Partly because I want to go off him, but the other part is because I miss him. When we broke up the second or third time (I don't know which one it was), he added all these girls to his MySpace account to make me "jealous" but when we got back together, he deleted them. He really is a great guy, just has way too many insecurity, jealousy, and trust issues...and I don't even know why!! He's never told me! Grrrrrrr...
Okay, so I hope you all have a lovely day!
Oh yeah...the move totally sucked...just wanted to put that little comment in there :)