Mar 07, 2007 06:41
Exam is gonna get me...exam is gonna get me...
Well, prolly not. I'm fairly well prepared for it. I've just not taken a mid term (or any other acedemic test) in ... a very long time. It won't be so bad, really. I've been studying like a fiend.
"So what do you do
With a BA in English?
What is my life going to be?
Four years of college
and plenty of knowledge
have earned me this useless degree.
I can't pay the bills yet
'cause I have no skills yet.
The world is a big scarey place!
but somehow I can't shake
the feeling I might make
a difference to the Human Race!"
Avenue Q
Yes, nais tuke to Binak and Rey for making me wake up with THAT song in my head! It's all your fault guys!
Well, yesterday I went to the bank and got a lot of information on my finances (or lack thereof) and then went and got a budget book and MoneyCounts. I am going to try to get things in order now. Well, after class. Not now. I need to get a grip on my cash and where it goes. I need to get caught up on all my bills as well. Gotten a little behind again. It is a worthy goal, if I can manage to get thru it. Then I need to get the old papers into storage. The old bills that are laying around that have no purpose other than to clutter up my house and remind me I am behind.
Next comes organizing the computer room. We just throw it all in there. A huge pit that eats up whatever we can't find a home for. Well now it is too hard to open the door! I want to make it my writing space. I have bookshelves to go in there, a computer desk, everything! Just...no place to put them. But I have so much sentimental stuff in there I hate to get rid of. What do I do with my dresser from my bedroom when I was a kid? It could be repainted and used, but...where?
So many things I need to do, want to do, yet at the end of the day I never do. I can never seem to get things going. What does it take to put the action in an action plan? How do I motivate myself to get my ass in gear? I NEED to do these things and can never seem to do them. I open that computer room door and say "Ummmmm where do you START?" Do I really need to do a 'Mission Organization' where I am hauling everything out to the front yard and sorting it?? That is a scarey thought. Maybe I need to do that tho to get the room totally empty.
Ever feel like your life is chaos?
organizing