your voice in my ear makes me feel so alone.

date = meh.
i feel like i regret my inaction as much as i regret my action, which is no fun.
he's a nice boy, though.

I'm really cold and I feel really weird.

I want my grandmother to come back.
I want to fix all the mean things I said.
I want my camera back.
I want to figure out how I feel about my changing morality.
I want to go back to school.
I want to see this kid.
No, wait, I don't.
I don't know.

A boy

To not be so much myself

To have a decent sense of hard work

To be sober right now

To stop sucking