on the airplane to new jork
why is it that you asked for the truth so abruptly. i am still that dreamer that you met and laughed at i am still the girl you met and that now you laugh at. i dont know what to think. i dont know if i should believe this or if i should ignore it and keep crushing on you or if i should leave you.i think you have this image of yourself as the one whos getting away with this whole thing. and i hate that i can't see a way for myself to look like i'm getting out of this too. i should write a book.
i have lost this wonderful way i lived my life. i need to move back to new york. i came back to miami and i discovered this world of bliss and then distance took it away from me. i found out about realism. why did it have to hit me so hard. why did it have to hit me at all. i seriously never saw this coming and now that i watch it run to hit another person in time, i'm slowly putting together the pieces that fell apart in me
i have lost this wonderful way i lived my life. i need to move back to new york. i came back to miami and i discovered this world of bliss and then distance took it away from me. i found out about realism. why did it have to hit me so hard. why did it have to hit me at all. i seriously never saw this coming and now that i watch it run to hit another person in time, i'm slowly putting together the pieces that fell apart in me