pro's n con's
make a list n check it twice. . . hmm yup still cant figure this shit out. oh well i kinda have a feelin its a mute point neways so i am prolly wastin my time neways. it deosnt really matter if it isnt reciprocated n im sure it isnt so doin this is prolly just gunna make it worse so i think i should just stop n say fuck it fuck you ya know? otha than that i have a feelin im gunna get sumthin else i want soon so thatll be good if it works out.. otha than that my gramps finally hooked up the ac and its a lil betta even tho it deosnt werk very well. i really miss my bed. serisously i have the most amazing bed in tha world n that bastard gets to sleep in it n i dont. he doesnt deserve the glory of my bed damnit. lol im ova it, still tryin to figure out the mystery of the nail bubbles but hopefully the answer will come 2night lol. blek im almost outta lotion so i have to have the store order that blek its all nice n rainy in ny n all shitty n sunny n windy as hell here. my stomach hurt today n i hope it doesnt tomorrow cuz thatll suck since i have to work all day. still tryin to scheme on gettin my dl in vegas ova the summa while my bro is there hopin i can find a way to figure it out cuz thatll mean cherry valley ery night when i visit marissa if we can borrow a car lol. one of the only reasons i want my license is for food gettin purposes. lmao ill walk erywhere else but need a liscence so i can get cv fer ery meal lmao its so fuckin awesome. hope my mom got stevies # i dont think she remembered tho. hmmm. did laundry today finally but we were out of tide so i had to use sum of my aunts. sadly enuf i kinda miss doin my laundry at the laundromats in ny cuz the dryers werked betta there by far, plus i could take a walk to cvs while i was waiting lol. i also miss mandy's 5 pairs of socks or thongs fer 12$ very good deal. lol hopefully ill get to talk to lex soon. i need money cuz all the girls bdays are cumin up so i have a shitload of presents to buy. my sweet 16 is cumin up too n even tho i wanna have this huge ass fuckin party i dunno if itll werk out but if not this year ill make up fer it next year but no matta what imma get fucked up. lol hahahaha saw these really cute underwear in the vs catalog today along with a really cute pair of shoes too. n they werent even the hookerish kind!!!!!! lmao ok well imma go so comment n make me feel loved kk muah one