There ain't no doubt in no one's mind, That loves the finest thing around
Whisper something soft and kind
And hey babe the sky's on fire, I'm dyin'
Ain't I goin' to Carolina in my mind
In my mind I'm goin' to Carolina
Can't you see the sunshine
Can't you just feel the moonshine
***
I am so antsy for school to end and camp to commence. I got an updated staff list and I geeked out. A lot of the kids I went to camp with are returning as staff... they're going to be changed and all grown up. I'm going to be different too.
It's going to be so strange. If they've changed half as much as I feel I have then there will be so much to catch up on. It just brings me back to that place, all those memories I stored away to the back of my mind. They always make me smile, and I realize I miss Cuth. He was always a pretty good friend of mine. I think I'm looking forward to seeing him the most. I don't know how I'll feel to see those counselors that saw me grow up. That's just so weird.
***
It will be different now that I'm really my own person as well. I am just so excited, and I realize that even though I'll be spending the entire summer there, it doesn't seem like enough time. Besides, It's going to be radically different from being a camper. I'm anxious, nervous, and a bit overwhelmed. There's so little to do and so much time. Wait. Strike that, reverse it. I want to be a stellar counselor, I want to do what I was put on this earth to do. I don't ever want to lose sight of myself again.
And hey babe the sky's on fire, I'm dyin'
Ain't I goin' to Carolina in my mind
In my mind I'm goin' to Carolina
Can't you see the sunshine
Can't you just feel the moonshine
***
I am so antsy for school to end and camp to commence. I got an updated staff list and I geeked out. A lot of the kids I went to camp with are returning as staff... they're going to be changed and all grown up. I'm going to be different too.
It's going to be so strange. If they've changed half as much as I feel I have then there will be so much to catch up on. It just brings me back to that place, all those memories I stored away to the back of my mind. They always make me smile, and I realize I miss Cuth. He was always a pretty good friend of mine. I think I'm looking forward to seeing him the most. I don't know how I'll feel to see those counselors that saw me grow up. That's just so weird.
***
It will be different now that I'm really my own person as well. I am just so excited, and I realize that even though I'll be spending the entire summer there, it doesn't seem like enough time. Besides, It's going to be radically different from being a camper. I'm anxious, nervous, and a bit overwhelmed. There's so little to do and so much time. Wait. Strike that, reverse it. I want to be a stellar counselor, I want to do what I was put on this earth to do. I don't ever want to lose sight of myself again.