I think I'm going about this quite the wrong way.
So this morning. I found myself taking on a responsibility of a good friend or even girlfriend and was happy to do it. Then I realized that I was taking on that job without any of the perks. Hmph. Not that he meant to make me feel that way, I offered to get him a drink and wound up concerned for his health and got him a sorta balanced breakfast. Not like it will pay off in the end for me though.
I just keep making a big dork of myself in front of him, and he is so totally not interested. He could have a girlfriend, or not want someone weird like me anyway. I guess I'll just stick around to see if he'll take off his shirt again. This is my love life, the fates bless it.
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School's almost done! Dr. Hall is doing the final on blackboard and so I can finish that on Thursday and have Friday as a Maroon 5 concert/play day. Then exams next week are pretty close together, but I should be able to find enough time to study and still keep my sanity. All I know is school had better be over soon.
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I think it all boils down to me needing to get away. This year has been good, but some changes are needed. Choices will have to be made, but in due time. Though, I am refering to post-graduate studies as when I go to England, not if. I don't think the guy of my dreams is going to materialize any time soon, but at least now I know what he looks like and I'm okay if he just stays in my dreams. That's the only place where people could be perfect.
I just keep making a big dork of myself in front of him, and he is so totally not interested. He could have a girlfriend, or not want someone weird like me anyway. I guess I'll just stick around to see if he'll take off his shirt again. This is my love life, the fates bless it.
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School's almost done! Dr. Hall is doing the final on blackboard and so I can finish that on Thursday and have Friday as a Maroon 5 concert/play day. Then exams next week are pretty close together, but I should be able to find enough time to study and still keep my sanity. All I know is school had better be over soon.
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I think it all boils down to me needing to get away. This year has been good, but some changes are needed. Choices will have to be made, but in due time. Though, I am refering to post-graduate studies as when I go to England, not if. I don't think the guy of my dreams is going to materialize any time soon, but at least now I know what he looks like and I'm okay if he just stays in my dreams. That's the only place where people could be perfect.