letting in the rain;

[citra]

good things i have done today:-

• written a letter to my grandad, mainly a polemic of love and destruction on the city we adore.
  
  
• bathed in lavender + cedarwood oil that shimmered sunlit sapphire in the bottle.
  
  
• started writing to jennie (this is very hard).
  
  
• written two poems (though one is still a germ, a seed) - this is good; this is

Comments

[spiral_star]

Why so hard? Why so mournful?

[citra]

twenty fifth of february, three years ago.
i'm surprised you can't remember.
there was loss.

[spiral_star]

Of course, I am sorry.

[electric_jesus]

i love bathing in oils; (hemp oil from the body shop yum) and shimmering in the sun. bathbombs <3. xxxx to you.

[ninjafeline]

I miss you, beautiful. xx

[reply]

pardon me.

are you, by any chance, the jo that formerly owned psychokitty.net? because, you see, if you are, then the world is such a small place. it goes like this: a friend friended me, and had you as a friend, and i find that lara (tapedeck) is a friend, and you are jo, and i once knew a jo while in a clique (of quite fascinating individuals), and now i am here. it is all very mindboggling, and not the first time this has happened either. certain people seem to gravitate around one another (so sorry if i seem to be gravitating in an eerie way--not my intention).

i'd be surprised if you even remembered me if i reminded you--but i have that decency, at least, if you are the jo i speak of.

my motive, of course. no, i do not seek any specific acknowledgement, but only to prove this anomaly's existence (and you could, perhaps, stop and ponder it as well).

[citra]

i am she of whom you speak!

+ now for a wild guess:
d-i-e, and tu es carson, non?

if so, that's super-curious, 'cause i was thinking of you just the other day.

[reply]

so close.

die is the common factor, and carson hosted me for a while, after i gave up my domains (sancta, statiq, seventity)--unfortunately, ubps is now defunct! it seemed that a lot of people disappeared, after a while (grey-day, mortebella, relique, etcetera).

c'est la vie!

i must say, this is an amazing discovery. i feel like a socratic columbus.

[citra]

cielle!
goodness. years ago, after your domains disappeared, i had an email from somebody who was "searching" for you. + i had no idea how to contact you to let you know. i don't think i have the correspondence in question any more.

it is a pleasing discovery!