letting in the rain;
good things i have done today:-
- written a letter to my grandad, mainly a polemic of love and destruction on the city we adore.
- bathed in lavender + cedarwood oil that shimmered sunlit sapphire in the bottle.
- started writing to jennie (this is very hard).
- written two poems (though one is still a germ, a seed) - this is good; this is breaking through the fog.
- felt calm and true. this is important, because tomorrow will be, not difficult, but mournful.