If you truly want to know why I steered off course and crashed into self-destruction. go to this web site, download the song and read the lyrics, then and only then will you understand what filled my head then.
http://www.heroin.org/images/velvet-underground.html i am cool now, just so you know. three and half months clean from heroin and everything else... except nicotine. hey, i am not superman! hehehe. love you.