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I just don't know what to do about this whole Celexa thing. I had yet another day of no emotions and it's getting very old. I have alot of trouble feeling myself, I seem to be numb all the time. That's probably the reason I take so many pills. :p I really wanna take myself off of the Celexa so maybe I gain back some feeling, BUT I don't wanna have to deal with the Depression of OCD, which were both helped sooo much by the Celexa. I definatly wanna stay on the BuSpar which is a great med right now. The Celexa was great for almost 2 years, BUT I'm begining to get tired of it. Maybe it would be safe to go off? I just don't know. I'm gonna take it as it comes. I don't know if I'll go off or not.
Which promts me to write about the BuSpar. Although I read that it was non-sedating and in fact was the only stimulant available that DECREASES anxiety, I was still very skeptical of it, but OMG it's turned out to be great. About a half an hour after I take it, my heart starts beating really fast and my pupils get small. I get this awesome rushing feeling all over, and my toes tingle. My tongue goes completely numb and I get this surge of uninhibited aggression. My headache goes away and my muscles relax. I'm instantly more alert and with it as well. It AMAZING, almost everything I look for in a pill. The shitty part is it take about 30 - 45 minutes to kick in and only lasts like 2.5 hours. Good thing I take it 3 times a day :) It gets me up and gets my homework done. Haha, at least I know the BuSpar works!
Which promts me to write about the BuSpar. Although I read that it was non-sedating and in fact was the only stimulant available that DECREASES anxiety, I was still very skeptical of it, but OMG it's turned out to be great. About a half an hour after I take it, my heart starts beating really fast and my pupils get small. I get this awesome rushing feeling all over, and my toes tingle. My tongue goes completely numb and I get this surge of uninhibited aggression. My headache goes away and my muscles relax. I'm instantly more alert and with it as well. It AMAZING, almost everything I look for in a pill. The shitty part is it take about 30 - 45 minutes to kick in and only lasts like 2.5 hours. Good thing I take it 3 times a day :) It gets me up and gets my homework done. Haha, at least I know the BuSpar works!