…this is your life, you’ve made it this far…
AX is looming and life is just so hectic. I am drowning in work and I just need ppl to leave me alone! *goes crazy* Life has been so stressful, especially the past two weeks. I don’t know how I got through it, and there’s still one week left.
A lot of important deadlines are coming up. The most pressing one as of now being the deadline for the school’s audited financial statements. I’ve been chasing down our accountants and acting as the liaison between them and my boss. God. It is so hard when they go out of town and are so unreachable and they both need different things from one another. It’s like, ‘Why can’t you guys communicate to each other?’ Why am I the middleman? But then, I’m the one who cares the most and is the most reachable, but still… Worrying about all this isn’t good for my health!
Then there are the problem students. One student in particular. If that person could run me over and get away with it, I truly believe that student would do so. I wanted to cry over this situation, but I bucked up instead and worked through it. I was anxious, losing sleep, and depressed, but I worked through it, and it’s mostly behind me now. It only took like, eight days to stop feeling like an utter loser.
Overlapping that was all the various personal life crap that went on. Some of it bad enough to cry over, too.
And throughout all this: my mysterious rash. It’s migrated and claimed more territory. I don’t know what the heck it is, but it’s serious enough to go see a dermatologist now.
But the one good thing about all this though: the special ppl in my life. No matter how much crap I have to overcome, I can do it. Before, I had always felt like I was one of those solid, stable ppl that gave support to others. Sometimes, it’s nice to be on the receiving end.
To the ones who were there for me, I can’t express how much more I have come to love you.